WhatTheFcuk

Thursday, February 03, 2005
8:29 PM

wed
bomb bomb bomb!had a great tiff with him. i dun knw wad's the hell is wrong with him. wadever it is. the pt he is revolving ard is money. i sometimes really wonder, does money more impt to him?somemore its only 8 dollars!n tts for credit card membership fee. he said lots of nasty things ...the only wrong that he commented correctly is the attitude that i had towards my parents. other than that...wad he commented are juz bull shit...its juz a matter of money money money. freako. n knw wad?he WASTED MY TIME FOR STUDY!i wanted to STUDY for CHEM!n he wasted my time by toking cock,shouting at me. making me to give him politically correct ans. wadever...wadever ans i gave him he sure got something to say back. well.he juz have e talent of toking. n tts how he makes a living. he juz dun understand me n yet he pretend as though he is a professional, as though as he is me. he dun knw wad i wan..well, he'll never knw. from today onwards, i'm juz going to save money like hell. i'll juz take pocket money n bus fares from him. nth else. i own him nth but money. n i tink i shld go take some part time job if there's any.im not going to be controlled by him juz becoz of money. he is juz irrational. tok abt money, i suddenly recall of my $200 gd improvement award. i shldnt have trust that ass to put it into the bank. i shld have keep it n withdraw it myself. ok enough, or else im going to punch someone.

Thurs
tis morning. im duper late. i woke up at 7.10. super early rite. haha. heng my mum wake up me. really appreciate her effort. well, i still iron my uniform den chiong out of the hse. i intended to take cab at 1st. but den, the saving money plan pull me back. so i decided to take bus even though im super late. i was lucky, when i reached the sch, side gate is still open. or else i really have to walk to the main gate. 8 den i reach lo...when i walk in still see those J2s doing pe..kind of paiseh man..i walk in like a "model" when everyone use a weird stare at me, most prob having tis ques of y this guy walk in at this time?....i was late for practical.chem pract. well. i still have to hou zhe lian pi n go into the lab, say sorry and quickly do the practical. i was fortunate as they haven really start the practical, mrs.lim is still going thru the procedures. but i was tinking of last nite stuffs. i look tired/mad. even on chem test, i cant stop myself tinking of tat. well, tok abt chem test, i tink i'll do badly for it, i juz hoping for a pass. ok, continue my story.

during lunch break, i din eat. my stomach was grumbling. but somehow, i juz dun wan to eat. i still feel mad. thus i go to do pull ups, dips(sp?), standing board jump, wadever to release all my inner energy.haha..funny isnt it?actually i wanted to shout, but no place lei. no place for me to shout as loud as i wan.haha..anyway, its was kinda effective. i dun feel as agitated as b4. i start to feel better. so i return to my claz. attend the last lesson of maths tutorial. well, my claz finish tutorial 5 real fast, so early dismissal..haha..

after sch, went out with my frens. actually juz 2 lar..haha..accompany me to see clothes. n tried some clothes.haha..dun knw y.last nite thing like turn into thin air. i dun remember it anymore when i go out with dem..esp with tat mindy lame jokes. on e bus..i really laugh like hell, seems like there's endless laughter.dun have money to buy clothes, juz pure window shopping really bit sian n funny. imagine u are changin n when u change finish, u juz put back. tts kind of weird.plus i so shui bian person. i tink 2 of dem are mad/sianx when helping me to see clothes..haha..but their choice of clothes are still quite alright/rather nice for me..haha..but lack of bottom lei. nvm..i tink i shld tink of e bottom for myself. n today den i found out tat far east actually got quite a number of guys shops..as in sell guys clothings..haha..well., maybe last time i go only look for ger's presents, so din take much of a notice for guys' stuffs. haha. after roamin in town for quite a while, we went to j8. haha..went to help to buy kel's present. actually, i a bit huai yi of somethin, but nvm. anyway, we bought a shirt and chocolate for him..haha..the shirt really portray his image man..big head!lol~cute rite...the character on the shirt really rep him. esp when he wear a medal?wahhaha.really cant imagine how he look like when he wears it. haha..tink will be kind of funnie. but really, the shirt not bad lor..shld be suitable for him ba. but actually till nw i still dun really knw y y din we buy the adidas one..lol..ok.forget it, im juz duper blur. blur till i always har when the 2 of dem lame. is either they are too soft or i din pay attention.tink i gonna train my mind to be more awake.

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