WhatTheFcuk

Friday, March 04, 2005
10:29 PM

WARNING:TIS ENTRY IS FULL OF COMPLAINS N CRITISES. IF U DUN WAN TO READ COMPLAINS AND CRITISES. PLEASE LEAVE.

i tink tat's my fate. whenever i go for major exam for cl. the 1st time grade is always e same. i wonder y. at O lvl also like tis. wadever. seriously speaking, i tink i deserve a better grade in terms of my language ability, but well, the effort tat i put in deserve a D7. i wanted to find my cl teacher n ask her if i shld retake. but in e end i din go find her. i feel so ashame. slack thruout her lesson and yet at tis pt of time, still dare to seek for her advice. even desmond got e same grade as me. fucking man!dun tell me my written paper is louiser than his. its so so unbelievable!guess wad?his oral is lousier than me. he got P n yet i got M.same grade. dotz. mention abt oral. 1st time in my entire life i got M for oral. knw wad. my contacts almost drop off from my eyes when i saw i got M for oral~!tts so sickening. i juz cant believe my eyes. n tat yi huey. super lousy in chi still get the same grade as me. HEY U ASS EXAMINER!how wld my written paper have the same standard as her?!tts THEORICALLY IMPOSSIBLE~well, dun tok abt paper 2. but well, im sure tat my compo is FAR much BETTER than heR!n yet she zhuai infront of me. almost feel like bashing her up. seriously. if she isnt a female, i wld have screamed at her n ask her to get lost.n well, i actually not angry for me getting tat ass grade. but im angry y did i get the same grade with those who are lousy in chi?!or rather super lousy?i really dun tink i deserve the same grade as them. wadever it is, i shld have gotten at least 1 grade better. i may sound super arrogant and zhuai here. but tts wad i tink. im juz being frank. ahh~well, maybe only HS knws how i feels. so am i retaking?no idea.

today is the release of A lvls results. jie din score v well. she cried. i really dun knw how to console her. i tried to tink of things to cheer her up. but the dumb mind of mine cant tink out of any ways to cheer her up. but well, tink again. she only din do well in phy. hope she really feels fine nw..or rather recover from tis real soon. phy tay is rite. he told us to go to see students getting back their A lvls results, coz u'll see e reality, e truth of tis examination. its a one-time examination. is either u make it or break it. i saw several students cried. tis kinda give me some motivation. becoz 1 year later from nw, i dun wan to be like them. i wan to do well!perhaps i can be e 16 pter who scored 3 As in nyjc?e lousiest student in sci faulty getting 3 As..ok, fine. im juz dreaming.

today's tuition. dun knw y. its juz feels different. so different. i have no idea y. in claz, i totally juz follow wad willy tay says n din really go understand. i cant tink properly. make endless careless mistakes which make me end up cancelling the entire foolscape. i juz dun have the usual feel of laming and joknig ard in e claz. the claz is so dead today. normally, my tuition claz is the noisest, but today, its the most quiet one.(or maybe i outcast everyone?) even on e way back, everyone is so quiet. none of dem tok. including desmond who scored extremely well. perhaps is becoz yy n i being too quiet. is it?no idea.

当我最须要你的时候，你在哪里?

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