WhatTheFcuk

Monday, April 25, 2005
8:41 PM

Lost. we lost. 0-5. seriously, i never imagine we will lose 0-5 de. it was totally unexpected. n yet they only send their second best player down. wth. wad's tis?guess its my fault. i failed to boost the morale up.

The Line Up against HCJC

1st single => tmd de me again(striving for 1 pt)
1st double => zhao qing and joshua(striving for 1 pt)
2nd single => jun bin(as a bait de)
2nd double => ricky and yew boon
3rd single => lawrence(striving for 1 pt)

ok. coach actually hope me to strive for the 1st pt. and boost up the team's morale. but i failed. ok. my opponent is HCJC's second best player. Koh Shang Jing. once my team mate also. in Ai Tong Sch. despite knwing the fact that his skills are definitely better than me, i determined to fight on. surprisingly, 1st set i lead him with the score of 6-1 at 1st. den i slack down. at the v last moment den manage to win the 1st set with the score of 11-9. He dun knw how to counter my service and vice versa. so practically the match with him is abt serving. if u can serve better and counter better, u win. though i can serve better, but yet i cant counter his service. his attack also better. 2nd set. i din manage to get hold of it well. lost 10-12. 3rd set. worse. lost 6-11. wondering wad am i doing on the 3rd set. 4th set den i beginning to become more "stable". but still, i din make full use of my service well at the last moment. lost 9-11. so overall i lost 1-3 to tat guy. i knw i had tried my best. but not my v best. i can perform better. n yet. i wasnt calm n steady enough. but well, still have to thank my team mates for all the cheering. esp the 1st set.
even fabian from NJ also commented tat i shldnt lose de. as in, i got chances of winning.

perhaps. becoz of my match. the 1st doubles' pressure lvl shot up. morale lvl got affected. but well. i can see tat they are really putting in their 100% effort to get tat pt. but to no avail. they lost 1-3 to HCJC 1st doubles too. same for all other players. except 2nd single ba. he lost 0-3.but well, his role is a bait for HCJC anyway. guess waD?after 2nd double had lost, i actually went down with my junior to have a drink. i really have no wish of watching the match further more. i knw. it wasnt rite for me to do tat. ok.wadever. im juz a weakling. i din get to see lawrence's match coz i tot he'll win for sure. coz HCJC 3rd single isnt strong at all!but yet he lost. he feel bad abt it n he cried too. well.haix.

after the match, gers team played. they lost 1-4 to SAJC. ya. at least they got 1 pt. wad abt us?nil. crap. till nw, i really still cant believe tat we actually lost 0-5. after guys match, i walk ard the sch with yy. i went to do some pull ups. haa. i broke my old record. i did 19 pull-ups. 1 more to 20. till nw. pull up bar is still my fav place.

on the way back, i overheard something when cynthia(J1) was toking on the phone. "the guys lost 0-5. ha ha ha"knn cb. at tat moment i feel agitated. almost wanting to give her a scolding. din make any single bit of contribution to the gers team. reserved player still ya ya so much. i knw u did cheer for both teams. but tts not the way u shld tok. ok. im crazy.

HCJC, i tell u guys. even though today u guys won us by 0-5. but u'all din have a glory victory AT ALL! every match with us isnt easy at all. the scores for almost every set were so damn close. it was juz lucky for u'all!N no doubt, today, our line up is wrong. lawrence shld be placed at 2nd single. 1st double shld be placed as 2nd. n i shld be placed as the last single but well. who can predict their line ups?every possibility stands. its juz our misjudgement.

Its okay. WE WILL DEFINITELY THRASH TPJC TML!WE WILL BE AT LEAST IN THE TOP 6 LIST~DUN GET DISCOURAGED!GUYS!~GIVE UR VERY BEST TML~~ we will be able to make it.

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today morning. saw mindy on the way walking to the sch gate. she slapped on my back. well. din knw she had tat lvl of strength till today morning. haa. so never look down on ppl's strength. ok. for the ques u asked. n u commented tat i gave a v lousy ans. i dun knw y i gave tat ans also la. perhaps i give u a better one when u ask me next time?haa.if u forget liao den nvm la. its not impt anyway. bleah. ya, anyway, its so nice of her to accompany me to go canteen and buy bun to eat.

gp lesson. pretty fun. we got role play thingy. i was being forced to go up n act as a troubled kid. well. perhaps i really look like one. wad troubles i have?i tink for quite a long time. seems like the troubles cant be erm. said.oh yah. run xuan act as my counsellor. haa. so i juz utter one trouble. n tts my frens look down on me becoz i stammer. ok. quite stupid i knw. heng run xuan still play along with me. though make some stupid mistakes and xian chou. but den at least the claz is entertained. after tat, my gp tutor still insist me to "utter" another trouble. Another trouble is tat my NS frens mock at me becoz im still a virgin.(dun get mistaken, tt was suggested by zhi wei. i had no choice but to take tat lame idea. since i dun have any more idea)make myself look so stupid infront of the claz today. but well. im retarded isnt it?so it doesnt make any difference.

shld have pon phy lecture today n go to train with my team mates. mrs heng is practically "teaching" things tat we had learnt at O lvl la. waste of my time sitting dere n ji siao yy. he got pretty irritated. not bad ba. my irritating lvl increased. perhaps next time when ppl see me they'll juz run away.

To me, the knot is getting tighter. but well. its tighten by me i suppose. maybe we are juz blogger frens. coz we got to knw recent stuffs by tis method n nth else. but it may not matter. coz. perhaps. "insignificant"

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