WhatTheFcuk

Monday, April 18, 2005
9:59 PM

erm. lost. well. expected. but the results i tink is quite okay ba. lost to tat china player 11-4, 12-10 and 11-7. same result. round of 16 again. joshua got into top 8!but well. he's lucky as in his opponent is below his standard. but well, still have to congrats him!heex. guess he'll have to take his trophy in front of the whole sch on next week. after competition, we went back to sch for training. surprisingly, tis is the 1st ny training which i feel great abt. tink coz i really put in effort in today's training. its like.. vent all the things out of me.

today my playing style in training is super offensive. not like the usual me, one who dun really attack for every opportunities. i tink joshua and zhao qing are pretty surprised by the way i play too. haa. oh yah. today i realise tis. well. i realise tis long ago. but den. juz happen to experience it today. tt is spirit and determination. these 2 thing push me forward and fan bai wei sheng when i play match with lawrence. he was leading the game with the set score of 2-0. but on the 3rd set, 1 phrase come across my mind. and tat makes me feel like fighting on. and guess wad?i won. with the set score of 3-2. i shall remember tis. and i'll use it to remind myself every nw and den, for competition purposes.

"Believe.

It will take you further."
yah. it really take me further. thanx lots. tat's the phrase which bring the fighting spirit out of me. even when i face e china player. even though i lost, i lost with pride and with no regrets.

NY TT team jia you. tis year got a great chance of getting into top 6. fight on!esp the J2s. tis will be the last year. the last year when we fight together as a team.

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