WhatTheFcuk

Saturday, April 23, 2005
8:45 PM

Result of my match vs selected players from a district in malaysia
They were damn skillful. Their way of attackin is really marvellous. And they were only like 15 years old on average la. kaox. feel so paiseh. some even younger than 15 lor. arbish. but cant be blame la. they were selected players.well, i tink even HCJC vs dem also not 100% win de la.

1st match i vs one of their strongest player i tink. wah. really no fight. no matter how i serve he also got ways of attacking in a super fast way. guess im getting old. cant respond to his fast ball quick enough. haa. lost 3-0. 3 sets all under 8 pts la. its like 11-5, 11-7, 11-6 like tat de.

The next 2 matches. They are really much weaker than the 1st player i played with. v obvious. tink they knw ny standard den ask tat 1st player to stop playing. sending other players. won the next 2 players by the set score of 3-1 and 3-2. the last match i vs a small size boy. guess he is only ard 14 years old ba. kaox eh. he is another fast playing player la. lost to tat boy 3-2. bleah. laggin behind with the set score of 2-0 at 1st de. spent so much effort on catchin up n yet the last set i lost 11-9. arbish!nw i tink back. shld have won if i put in 100%. haa. nvm la. overall lost to 2 players and win 2 players. 50% probability again. not v sure how the my team mates actually perform. but tink lawrence win1 lose 3. joshua probably win 2 lose 2. zhao qing. tink he either lose all or win 1 lose 3. he look kind of sianx ½ after the match.

today coach arrange 2 doubles. lawrence and yew boon vs zhao qing n joshua. both of dem had a tough fight b4 zhao qing and joshua won. gosh. scared tat coach on mon will put these 2 doubles den singles only left me. coz seriously speaking, the other 2 singles, if lawrence is not one of dem, will not be able to make it when vs HCJC de. even for my part, i dun tink i have v high chance of winning my match lor. unless HCJC look down on us n put their reserve players?haha. hope so. den got chance of winning. ya. fight my way through with my team!
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today saw mr.fam. haa. he asked me if im still playing table-tennis. i said got la, got competition wad. guess wad he say?wad competition. u shld be studying for uR A lvls nw. a bit. erm. -_-" de feeling. but well. he said it out of gd intention. so its okay la. but i really have to push myself to my "amplitude" after competition. haa. tis afternoon had 3 hrs nap. omg. actually only intend to have 1 hr nap de. den really too tired. n end up having 3 hrs nap. i was quite astonished when i saw the time. time flies when u r indulging in ur rest. haa. pretty weird ba tis phrase.

oh yah. today im early for training. haa. 9 training starts. n i reach with some of my team mates at ard 8.40. tink its the earliest during my time in ny. haa. next week at least 2 out of 5 days are competition day. most probably wed i will also have competition(provided got intop top 6). cant imagine how am i going to keep my eyes open during tuition time. n hw~got to rush n finish all of dem by tml. or else my stack of tutorials will begain to pile up again. no. i wun let tat happen anymore. it doesnt feel gd to chiong all e tutorials at last min. .

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Nice song lyricus.

"曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决"

"安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白"

"感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋"

"一直以为自己可以很坚强
原来和你一样害怕著孤单
没有你的夜晚
星星和我一样彷徨
挂在天上忽明又忽暗
不知不觉窗外的天已变亮
原来醒的时间越来越长
没有你的异乡
只有冷风陪我流浪
我怕我的思念游不过这片海洋"

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