WhatTheFcuk

Monday, May 30, 2005
8:52 PM

Tis morning meet lawrence and yew boon for study. duh. both of dem late la. somemore im early. i actually go running. lol..but well. run a little bit den pant like hell la. it muz be due to the coke i drank for the past few days. lol..did some pull ups and pumpings. woo. pull up is still my forte~!esp wide pull up. but well. it actually causes some abrasion on my fingers. bahhh..Pain..got to be extra careful when i do tat again. tried to do yy's 1 hand pull up. argh. he expect me to do 1/2 1 hand pull up. but in the end i actually square it. i only can do 1/4. its time to train.

today went for TT training. really. quite disappointed la. my skill is like only left 30%. den service help me to regain another 20%. so overall my standard is only 50%. completely no feeling la. couldnt control the ball well. it juz doesnt wan to go to the direction i instructed him to go to. haa. wadever. seems like i cant control anything well. Play till halfway also feel damn tired. no passion to play on anymore. Fancy i still intend to smash every ball today. haa. but its kind of impossible yah. with my current skill. it juz cannot make it. But well, with the 50% of standard left, i still able to win the J1s. i even give their captain a headstart of 3 pts(out of 11 pts) la. dun knw la. feel kind of hopeless for dem. Tis kind of recall me of something. Seems like for every sch i going to graduate from. the next batch of Table-tennis players really cmi de lor. Ai tong also like tis. Mfss also like tis. N nw, NYJC. Perhaps im kind of suay ren. bring bad luck to everyone where ever i go to. Perhaps im a born jinx.

Din get much things done today. boo~~~therefore, i wanna make a mission for myself!=)
1. Eat n Drink more. GAIN WEIGHT!Gain wad i had lost. or rather gain wad i had lost cum extra weight!
2. Study like a super duper mugger. No matter wad it takes. i'll Get my BBA(at least) and C6 in gp!lol..
3. Get as fit as possible. I dun wan to pant like a mad dog when i enter NS
4. Be as carefree as possible!woo~its not easy to be carefree i tink.haa..
5. Never be a dumb. *snaps finger.

well. guess tts all.
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Dun fret. i'll do the last favour for u. Sorry for being a burden for these few days. xin ku ni le. SO sorry.

Meanwhile. ya. Frens. =)

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