Sunday, May 01, 2005
10:50 PM
thanx mindy. had a nice sms conversation with u juz nw. i tink im kind of selfish after reading tat " u are not the only one going thru tis definitely".no idea if tts really true.but i truly hope tat its only me who is going thru tis. perhaps everyone shld juz put everything aside n concentrate on studies 1st ba. ya. n im going to fail my chem test on tues. haha. how irony i can be. i guess i have to carry on with my initial plan ba. i have to defeat myself in order to continue tat frenship. have to defeat myself to forget everything tat happen in tis 1 yr.or else things will juz get drag on. dun tink tis is beneficial to anyone of us. hope things turn out wad i expected to be at e end. if nt. den..wad else can i do?perhaps tis leave it to fate ba. if things really turn bad. at least there's still memorable memories tat are left behind in my brain.
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oh yah. xiaomei. if u hinted already ritex. shun bian help me say sorry ba. i do feel sorry for tat pain caused. n mention those reasons ba.
ok. time for bed. tml got to memorise reactions for 24 hrs. great isnt it?
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nice quotes from song, "shou fang kai"
"我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害"
fcuk_off`
my attitude
20 ----> 21
loves my 'wife'
loves laming though keep stuttering like an idiot
loves bioing
loves pull ups!perhaps, its a past thing alr
loves going out with frens(where?o.O).
loves enjoy life
loves slping(esp when a nice green grass patch.;) )
what i want
wants
wants $$
wants the one
wants happy life. ;)
wants to be non-virgin when i die. heh..=)
wants ORD NW!