woo.studied chem almost e whole day. like abt 5 hrs?coz i still do maths hw and watch "i do i do". pretty nice e show. though the comedy lvl is not v high. but i tink the storyline of tat guy jio-ing sharon au dun really happen in reality lei. perhaps i haven seen any. ok. wadever. shucks man. got to memorise mechanismS!sometimes i really wish i could drop chem. haa.

looking at those pics i took with my team mates. i kind of miss e team. ridiculous rite. the most bo chap captain in e world actually will miss his team. but its true.

i miss the cheer.
i miss the atmosphere.
i miss the jokes we share.
i miss the hair-styling session by kiyoko. lol.
ya. i miss the days we gather as a team.

being in a team which get kicked out in the 1st rd and a team which gets into top 6 is really different. perhaps getting some results really help the team to get together n work harder towards the goal. nw im officially stepped down le. no longer need to play table-tennis anymore. but somehow i wish, time could turn back. i really wish to get rematch.esp with AJ and RJ. till nw im still bu gan yuan. n ya. i actually have e urge to train with dem again!how irony i can be. in e past, i cant wait to get quit table-tennis. n nw i yi yi bu she. so funnie rites. even im laughing at myself. perhaps tat's the most precious part of fond memories.

lets imagine. wad will i be doing nw if im able to get tat 3 pts?planning line-ups?being so happy tat we are in e top 4 till i cant slp?haa. no idea. i slip off the golden chance given by god. tink there's aint any second chance. things are juz unpredictable. when u tink tat u can do it, the result end up negative. well. its juz all over. but it will be a very valuable lesson learnt. its really priceless.

ahh~chem. its tearing me apart. when will i be able to memorise all those things?!blah~~its so dumb. nw i find tat i really cant handle my work well. even maths.the most "easy"subject la. i also cant handle liaox. tts so sickening. tml morning 1st period still got super big challenge for me to handle. chem test. *amen.


i muz look forward n get on with life. i cant be someone who live in the past. i got to let it go.

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my attitude



20 ----> 21
loves my 'wife'
loves laming though keep stuttering like an idiot
loves bioing
loves pull ups!perhaps, its a past thing alr
loves going out with frens(where?o.O).
loves enjoy life
loves slping(esp when a nice green grass patch.;) )




what i want



wants
wants $$
wants the one
wants happy life. ;)
wants to be non-virgin when i die. heh..=)
wants ORD NW!