WhatTheFcuk

Monday, June 06, 2005
10:27 PM

Today is quite a fruitful day for me. at least i finished 2 chapter for organic chem. 2 more to go b4 i actually complete revising organic chem!haa. i sound as if i only have organic chem to study. bleah. after studying, went for TT training. well. played the same game with law. tmd law forgot to bring bat. hai wo need to use coach's bat which is heavier than my own bat la. n yet im playing the offensive side la. i attack till i buay ta han man. the bat is freaking heavy. wadever. lost to him tis time. nvm. next time i'll thrash u back law!lol..

Today is not an exercising day for me. dun knw y. i cant bring out the desire i had for running today. as in not really desire la. the will ba. do any workout also tired out easily. ehz. shld be more to the 'not enough will to carry on' tat side ba. even for pull-ups. i did only 12. omg. its only 12 la. den i dun wan to do liaox. simply no mood for my fav workout. lol..n to tink tat i actually miss pull-up bar during weekends when i din go to sch..ok. i knw. im a boring guy.

Thanx dad. i knw u care. Sorry for being so closed-up.

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(study)^infinite. Getting sick of it. Academic studies juz get so difficult. i tot i can eventually overcome them with sufficient efforts. But sometimes. Results juz prove me wrong. Im still far from BBA. Very faraway. When will i reach tat pt?

Maybe the decision made to jc is a wrong pathway for me rite at the start. C6 for O lvl eng still dare to take on G.P. Wadever. I seems to make all e wrong decisions in my life, not my life, other ppl's life as well. Including choosing the ger's cap. Even though everyone agreed to get kiyo as the cap. But somehow. She din perform to wad i expect of her. Perhaps Im really tat Immature. duh...........

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