WhatTheFcuk

Saturday, July 02, 2005
2:21 PM

Wake up at 6. den back to slp till 9 plus nia den i was kind of force to wake up. den jiu online till nw. Pretty rotting. Last nite tried to play wc3. omg. it was a total failure. i seems to forget everything abt it. Lost to a com(easy). dotzz. Couldnt believe this man. I actually lost to com(easy). Den i give up tat game for the moment till maybe tonite, den play with lawrence they'all ba. but guess will lose like hell. SO~ long din touch tat stupid game le. I wonder why i am so crazy over that game couple of years ago. Guess i was stupid at tat time. Come to tink of it, the present me also doesnt make much difference. still as stupid as ever.

Somehow i feel tat i dun knw alot of things. Guess im doing some self-illusion thingy again. ok. But somehow, sometimes, i wan the truth to be placed in front of me. Or is it tat im too rash liao. wadever. I still have to go with my life well. no matter wad isnt it.

Juz now i was bored till watch a show. shit. wad's the name. A fight to the finish. Typical SDU and robber show. almost slpt on my bed while watching tat show. I even try to play pinball~lol..
i tot tat will be the last thing i'll do. and nw i have done it. but well. it do keep me entertained for a while. thanx mindy. haa.

Nw still rotting. at tis rate, tml when i go for tuition, i'll be like a rotten fish. I tink i haven do maths tuition hw lei. but heck la. no mood to do. afterall exams juz over. haix. exams. i tink i muz prepare a speech for tml. and give crap reasons when both tay ask me "how's the paper?"I hope next thurs will never come. got chem n maths lecture. get back both papers. super crap.
I scared im getting carbon dioxide again. or worse, caesium fluoride?

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

今天的天气很好...凉风习习的.真的好希望现在的我躺在海边的石块上，眼前就是辽阔的天空，看着白云的飘浮，再加上那凉爽的清风。我想那应该是一种人生享受吧...即使没有人在我身旁陪伴着我，我的烦恼也会随风而去，也至少能暂时放下心中的那块大石。

但现在的我也不错啦。从窗口望出去，虽然看不到辽阔的天空，但也能看到一片被组屋包围的草地。风也一直往我的方向吹去，让我感到清爽多了... 好舒服啊...

回忆在我脑海中浮现。
真希望此时此刻时间停止走动...

fcuk_off`