Monday, August 15, 2005
8:34 PM
omg. i cant believe this man. today is a total crap day for me. argh. Juz feel so useless. As in, Im really gd in nth~practically nth at all. Studies. Nah.still sux at it. Communication. Nah. Relationships. Thumbs down. Table-tennis?i juz found out tat i totally sux at it TODAY!Disability to control my 'wife' is so disheartening. Been 8 yrs. Juz din communicate with her for 1 mth i cant control liaox. Nvm. After As, i'll try to gain back tat control.
Slogging so hard for 3 As. Ok. Its not really TAT hard. but its hard to a large extent i guess. N wad?effort doesnt pays off. Perhaps wad law says is correct. Im stupid. haha. Anyway, today's lesson really v xiong. lesson from morning till 2.40 le. den still got chem mock test from 3.10 to 5.10. So tiring.
Yah. So surprising. got this gd luck sms for prelim from my og member. lol..Ling wen. Well, not in ny anymore. Lost touch for so long den sudden got such sms. haa. At least make my day not as crap as it seems to be.
shit lah. i still got many things to do!wad am i doing here??STUDY~~
Pls my brain. nw is the time to tink of studies only. Nth else. Not even meals.
fcuk_off`
my attitude
20 ----> 21
loves my 'wife'
loves laming though keep stuttering like an idiot
loves bioing
loves pull ups!perhaps, its a past thing alr
loves going out with frens(where?o.O).
loves enjoy life
loves slping(esp when a nice green grass patch.;) )
what i want
wants
wants $$
wants the one
wants happy life. ;)
wants to be non-virgin when i die. heh..=)
wants ORD NW!