WhatTheFcuk

Thursday, August 18, 2005
8:12 PM

Demoralising. Recall of wad mrs.lim said. Today de test isnt tat tough de. When she disclose the solutions, i was like. orh~~i knw de. but y juz i din tink of it juz nw?She had gave us a lot of papers to practice. n yet we still dont knw how to do some basis ques. well. of coz tat includes me. Perhaps i juz have been doing the papers blindly. k. nw its not e time to moan abt it anyways. later got to restudy the topics and try papers again.

Afternoon mugged alone. den realise tat i actually gets tired v easily today. mug till 5 only den im already brain dead. SO decide to go home to slp for a while b4 dinner. N conicidentally, my parents called me to go coffeeshop when i juz reach the bus stop. N really my dad is DAMN ridiculous. receive his damn sms for like 1 or 2 mins. he called. n still ask me if i got receive his sms. Nth better to do. Hate this kind of pestering. Juz a small matter to ask me go coffeeshop also so anxious. scared i fly to china n hide arh. ok. ignore me. Guess im too pissed off with myself n the tests.

Yah. reminds me of maths test. Its kind of easy. But mr.tan says one shld get ard 90% for tat paper and if one din get A, tat person can go jump. Fantastic. I din even study for the test. N i was pretty blur during the test.N i dun tink i can score well. I got a bad feeling abt it. N trust me. My feelings are always rite. High accuracy in instinct. Juz rite b4 the test, i still feel pretty panic. Wonder y. I suddenly have nil confidence in myself. I seems to have deprove alot alot. Getting worried for my prelims. Serious. I still rem when last few weeks law was complaining abt his fear for prelims, i still tell him dun scare, still can make it de coz we pia so hard. But nw, i guess im feeling wad he does. Where's the confident maths pro?I cant find tat in myself anymore. Its time for me to eat the humble pie and work even harder.

Oh yah. Some of my clazmates ask me to have NS haircut with dem lei. Wonder if im suitable for tat hairstyle. I mean. Will i look v ugly with dat hairstyle??haa. COmments...?

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