WhatTheFcuk

Tuesday, August 23, 2005
11:11 PM

How shld i begin this entry. happy or worry stuffs?aiya. by sequence. In the morning, received back my GP compre test. wah. its marvellously done. fail till bu qing bu chu. omg. i getting quite panic for all of my subjects. even for maths. tat i'll complain later. yupx. My clazmates are really sweet in a way la. DO teachers day card for every teacher la. wow...n its done in quite a professional way lor. I tink their cards can be on sale liao le lah. haa. Come to tink abt it. y din i have such tots?I mean. i'll only have such tots when im tinking of someone who is v impt to me only lor. I dun tink teachers are considered impt to my clazmates ba n yet they can do such nice things. Guess Im comparatively too self-centered. haa. yah. tink so.

Even for CT period. Mrs.heng bought dough or wad la. den whole claz make doughnuts together la!i was like...wah. so surprised. But of coz i din do anything la. Coz there are simply too many of us. There bound to have minorities sitting down n chit chat de ma. N well. im in the minority grp. haa. The doughnuts were nice!din knw it can be made so easily lor. The process is like super simple. Actually wanna eat more de, but got cough, cant eat too much. so only eat 2 doughnuts. =(. haa. Lessons are coming to an end. 2 yrs of JC life is going to be over. It flies without me realising. N yet. somehow, i feel tat i had wasted my time. Perhaps is becoz of some feelings stuffs, perhaps its becoz i have not made a real super gd buddy. Or perhaps. I din do well in my studies despite putting in efforts. Or.......i haven had my fill of fun?lol..wadever it is. Dun ever tink i'll recall of the memories in NYJC. maybe memories with frens only ba. Other memories. I will delete it away. Permanent delete(shift + delete). haa.

Afternoon, only did YJ paper 2 and half of paper 1. Super slow. I cant see things as well as i can in the past. My brain really gets slower and slower while others gets faster and faster. Well, look at a different pt of view. Perhaps they are getting faster while im still the same. Its all abt relativity anyway. YJ paper really nt easy i feel. I tink if i take tat kind of paper under examination condition, my grade confirm will suffer like hell. I might even fail.

Stupid benny. spread flu to me. nw got slight flu. ma de. U got to pay for my medical fees!haha..

If u ask me wad's my greatest regret in life. My current ans is I reget living my life without having memorable fond memories which can accompany me thruout my life journey..

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