WhatTheFcuk

Monday, August 22, 2005
8:33 PM

Wad a waste of time going for the commandos test. Ask super stupid n bo liao questions la. Need to do over 300 MCQs in ard 2 hrs +. I tot the whole test will take only 2 hrs la. ok. wadever. next. fitness test. Push-ups. wah. i was like damn suay la. my partner is actually the instructor lor. ANyway, i was at my push-up position and he place his fore arm under my chest area. So whenever i do 1 pushup, my chest have to touch his fore arm. I tink i did ard 40+ but he say no count till it reduces to 27. -_-. Pretty sianx ½. Next station, pull ups. Initially i tot i wun have sufficient strength to do even 10 pull-ups. In e end when i go up n pull, it gets pretty easy and overshot 10 without knwing. haa. So this proves that muscles used for push ups and pull ups are entirely different. Oh yah. i tink my grp got 1 canoeist/dragonboater. Look not bad too. haa. Build also not bad lor. ahha. there's something wrong with me. actually go see guys. o_O. yaya. he did 20 pull ups. Guess he is quite determined to go for commandos. haa. he did 20, so i did 12. er shi and shi er. juz nice rite. haa.

The whole thing drag till 2 plus den can go. Super sianx la. The interview also pretty bo liao. The interviewer actually ask me this, " If u are being called up for commandos training, u'll still go for it rite?"den i was like..-_-". As if i can reject like tat. If i can reject, i'll reject the call upon NS la. Wad a lame ques. haha. oh yah. never eat the claypot chicken rice at Foodpoint located at white sand. It sucks. haa. Like tat i wasted the whole of my afternoon and morning. Din mug lor.It seems to me tat prelims are juz couple of days away. Getting more n more panic.

Juz nw my dad open up the sweets and find tat some of the sweets are stick to the wrapper. lol..
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