Tuesday, September 06, 2005
10:47 PM
NI NA BEI!lost my pencil. whoever(excluding me) took my pencil shld fail all his/her exams terribly!argh. but heng law got a spare pencil. Or else got to spend extra money to buy one..blah..~nw the stupid law and juay kai are playing. i still have to host the game for dem. wth. haha. lag my com only. hope they die upon vs each other. wahha. ok. Same thing. Mug in sch. Wore tat black chain with the pendant. n xm actually commented tat the pendant looks like something tat can be eaten. WTH!all u tink is food. next time ur birthday i shall juz buy u tons to chocolates to make u become fat!haha. ok. tts sound bit mean. lala. Went to watch One more chance. Pretty nice show. Serious. Worth the $7. Its both funny n emotional. It shows how one got bashed down from heaven to hell. after 7 yrs, things changes. He cant provide monetary happiness for his wife. At the same time, his wife fell in love with another guy. I still rem the '7 yrs b4', you huang told his wife tat if she gt a man, she muz tell him. no matter wad, juz be honest, dun lie to him. Or else he'll go crazy. haa. I tink it applies to all men ba. The taste of being lied by someone, esp the one u love most, its really terrible. Guess the pain is juz like a sharp knife cutting ur heart into pieces. ok. i dun knw how to describe.
yupx. After the 7 yrs, life changed totally for him. Society doesnt accept him, most of the companies is nt willing to employ him juz becoz he's an ex-convict.The whole show does illustrate wad the problems tat an ex-convict will face. family, jobs, the biased view tat ppl had on dem n etc. This somehow makes me tinks tat actually human are juz an emotional computers. We are being programmed to behave in certain way. In life, we are juz doing wad we are expected to do. Its the environment and the society tat shape a person. This society has a biased view against ex-convicts, thus we are 'programmed' to have such views too. Dont u feel so?haha. But well, that's a v generalised pt of view.
Well, the ending is quite expected. Tts you huang used his true love to touch his wife and daughter. tts so drama anyways. Who will ever really notice the love u gave for her?I mean. the chance of being noticed is so small. Whatever u do maybe so insignificant tat the other party might not even notice/care abt. Maybe im getting too negative abt such things. But tts really how i tink for e time being. So perhaps i dun dare to give in anymore. coz im scared. fear of being dumped into the previous state im in. No faith. The current Me prefers to heck care and gets on happily with life. Tt sounds much better for me rite nw. Juz like today. Go town walk walk and watch movie. At the same time also can bio char bo. no char bo to bio den go play arcade or wad. life also can go on with high lvl of statisfactory rite?yah. im rite. im always rite.lol..
Once again, i dun tink i got time to revise maths liaox. Got to dump tat subject aside. If tis time cant get at least a B, i tink i'll really disappoint willie tay. ok. even if he's not, i'll be damn disappointed with myself. Tml muz finish phy revision!thurs to sunday is chemistry!!Now im being 'programmed' to mug infinitely. =)
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my attitude
20 ----> 21
loves my 'wife'
loves laming though keep stuttering like an idiot
loves bioing
loves pull ups!perhaps, its a past thing alr
loves going out with frens(where?o.O).
loves enjoy life
loves slping(esp when a nice green grass patch.;) )
what i want
wants
wants $$
wants the one
wants happy life. ;)
wants to be non-virgin when i die. heh..=)
wants ORD NW!