Monday, October 31, 2005
9:50 PM
Bad day.
I suddenly feel tat i had lost all my memories.
I feel so guilty for losing those memories which i thought i can read them when i feel lonely.
Its gone
Perhaps Heaven wans me to get on with a new life?
I really hate myself for being so careless over something which is utmost impt to me.
Perhaps next time i shall memorise it all, n never forget dem
Though bad day, i broke my pull up record.I did it in the midst of my anger. 25. finally reached 25 pull-ups. but. it doesnt cheer me up.
I finally saw you, but i dont knw wad's happening to me. Im so damn dao
I tried to put on a smile on my face. But i couldnt.
Tried doing waist up. Failed for several times b4 i did but yet come down without sitting on the bar.
Perhaps the feelings is mild
Perhaps the lost took my life away temporary.
Sorry dudes. I tried to be myself. Really, i tried v hard. but..I cant do it.
Thanks yy n law for trying to cheer me up. Really thanx. =)
You knw what?Juz nw i juz wish u to say these 5 words, 'dont feel so sad k?'. but u din. *hai
fcuk_off`
my attitude
20 ----> 21
loves my 'wife'
loves laming though keep stuttering like an idiot
loves bioing
loves pull ups!perhaps, its a past thing alr
loves going out with frens(where?o.O).
loves enjoy life
loves slping(esp when a nice green grass patch.;) )
what i want
wants
wants $$
wants the one
wants happy life. ;)
wants to be non-virgin when i die. heh..=)
wants ORD NW!