WhatTheFcuk

Wednesday, October 05, 2005
10:43 PM

Finally can have some time to blog. haha. mon i really slog my day off for chem n maths. Damn. on mon's chem lecture dey say tat do at least 10 ques to tues's discussion, i chiong for it lah. den wad?wtf. dey onlly go thru 5 ques lah. Its like mon i haven do the TJ maths paper 1 which is supposed to be gone thru on tues maths lecture, n i really chiong 10 ques and 12 ques of maths paper 1. Chem is getting tough again for me. I dun knw y. Is really the ques difficult or my standard is not dere yeT?Wadever.

Sitting on top of the monkey bar really smooths my feelings. Sometimes i really wish...I could watch sunset alone, let the breeze blow and sit on the rocks..wah. tt seems so ideal rite. Wonder y. Recently i juz have the habit of sitting on top of the monkey bar. with law. We tok. N i realise tat actually ppl do knw quite a number of theories n such. But its the willingness/guts tat one has to go for the change. the change for the better. Me?nope, i dun have. I used to tink tat i have, but in fact, i dun. Tts y i din proceed. I din make any significant progress.Perhaps i din notice. But i tink its quite negligible though.

Today study till 3 plus den join some of my clazmates to study together. study till 7 den go off. ma de, the side gate locked. den have to walk till main gate to take bus. Den accompany my fren to wait for bus. In e end reach home late. Heng parents din kp much coz i told dem its the side gate's fault. haha. Tonite's dinner is v nice. i dun knw y. perhaps food nicer?or..becoz i feel bit happieR?haha. wadever. but not nw. haha. Shit. im getting temperamental isnt it?

Tml got sch again. I tink i'll again sit on the top of the monkey bar with law. haha. Sometimes, i juz feel so confused. But i juz guess, it will be e same as ever...

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