Thursday, December 01, 2005
11:24 PM
Today is a damn bad day..its not the friday 13. its the 1st day of december!n yet. its so damn bad for me. n my ex darling?yupx. 1stly, im getting to feel tat im a jerk. Later realise tat i tink too much. haha. well. Liking is a burden. After which. Table-tennis training. Its like shit can. I was really super pissed off with myself. End up, me n lawrence were kind of 'removed' from the competition list coz coach wans us to rest. The feeling is really sucky can. Being the top few players in the sch, we are actually being 'removed'. its like wtf can. I really....feel like bang the wall till my head bleed den i die suan le.
Things are really interlinked. A not happy B not happy den C gets unhappy too. ok. bleah~Tts wad happens last nite too. Played the dumb true and dare game. In the end everyone has to ans all the true questions.Tts really dumb. I doubt tat bunch of my clazmates are asleep nw. dey are sure still playing cards n stuffs.
Time. Though its juz a relativity, but. it poses real obstacles to all of us. ok. tts obvious duh. Sometimes i really hope tat day will never come. haha. its real naive tinking can. tts my tinking when im p6. hoping tat PSLE will never come and time juz stops b4 i step into the examination hall. lol..tts impossible unless earth stops rotating?correct me if im wrong.coz Im nt a gd phy student. Is really the world getting 'smaller'?Guess its not. If not ppl wont get so troubled juz becoz of living in different countries.
Weak. Im getting physically and emotionally weak. Knw wad?today i juz do 10+ pull ups den i really tired liao. its only 10+ can. ok. im not zhuai-ing or wad. but its like bad for me lah. Unhappy things juz come in a row for me today. well. its not really my things. but dey do affect me. Hope everything is alrite and will be alrite foreva. haha. ok lah. tok cock. NST as foreva. its an useless word technically.
fcuk_off`
my attitude
20 ----> 21
loves my 'wife'
loves laming though keep stuttering like an idiot
loves bioing
loves pull ups!perhaps, its a past thing alr
loves going out with frens(where?o.O).
loves enjoy life
loves slping(esp when a nice green grass patch.;) )
what i want
wants
wants $$
wants the one
wants happy life. ;)
wants to be non-virgin when i die. heh..=)
wants ORD NW!