WhatTheFcuk

Sunday, January 22, 2006
10:11 PM

haha. dun knw y. i look at ALL the pictures i had in my computer. the more i look , the more i miss e times. haha. its juz so true when ppl says tat one will only cherish it when one lost it. even for my claz. O man. What's wrong with me nowadays. haha. i'm so back into the past me, the one who lives in the past. haha. If i could be more open minded, if i could be more magnanimous, i wld have enjoyed my life more. i wld have cherish my life more in the past. But at tat time i couldnt. haha. i juz hold on to things so tightly. till the extent i bear grudges. till the extent i cant have my own real life. haha. perhaps when i leave my job at the end of march, i'll say the same thing again. hahahaha~ How i wish i could be more outgoing and more fun-loving. Seems like im not really tat kind of person. ahhh....

Okay, let's dont tok abt the past. lets tok abt the PRESENT. today. haha. yaya!bought some of my new year clothes already!hehee. some only. haven finish buying. kao. its like...so ma fan to buy la. esp billabong jeans. FUCKING expensive!$100 can. omg. so damn ex. their shirts also lah. $70. Sooooo NiCEEEEEEEEEEE~~ and...SO oooo EXXXXX!~~*hai. its okay. i'll get one myself one day. yes one day. hahaha. i tink im getting more brownie and blackie nowadays. today bought 3 tops. 1 long sleeves T shirt, 1 short sleeve shirt and one normal tee shirt. out of 3, 2 are blacks, 1 is brown!omg. and i wanna get black worn out look jeans too!blackie blackie blackie. im juz so blackie. cannot. i'll get 2 more bright colour t shirts or rather polo tee on thursday!not forgetting my blackie worn out look jeans. haha.

Went out with bro to buy new year clothes. quite nice and bad also. bad coz of the weather. wah. its so damn lame can. rain at ard 5pm!and thank goodness tat hang ten provide free rental of umbrellas!haha. $6 deposit only. sounds nice isnt it?so both of us 'rent' it and get across to orchard pt to search for jeans. he got his. but i din. there are several cases. 1 is got the colour i wan but price too steep. 2 is got the price i wan but dun have the colour i wan. 3 is got the price and the colour i wan!n guess wad. i dun like the cutting. lol~ok. im getting fussy n i knw tat. 1 more. i wanna get the apple green polo tee!argh. dun have my size~~Lame la. today all of the tops i bought are all last piece. how lucky can i get. O well. it depend how u look at it. u can say oh how unlucky i can get, always get the last piece display goods. or like wad i say!haha. it juz like when u took 8 O lvl subjects, u pass 4 and failed 4. den see if u wanna say oh i passed 4 or oh i failed 4 subjects. haha. ok. im crapping again.

ah. nw tok abt the future. sux. tml work again. im dying for more slp!!ok. i shall slp nw in order to grap more slping time. =)

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