Yesterday
Had swensens set lunch at 10 bucks!hehe. baked rice plus 1 drink plus 1 ice cream.. cheap ba. i mean for swensens la. quite nice la. though i eat till kind of wanna vomit. coz ate BK b4 tat. haha. next time will try curry chicken bake rice. haven try tat b4. but O well.dun knw if got chance again or nt.nvm anyone wanna eat with me next time?its at...paris ris!haha. white sands la actually. haha. Nice knwing Johnny or nt?hahah. ANother free maths cum phy tutor k. haha. hope the draft daidee is fun enough to kill off time n boredom. : )

Today
Getting out of my waterbed and go to work is so damn difficult for me today. I even overslpt for 2 bus stops la!fuck man. today really not a gd day for me. Feel so damn shitty. run to work. ran for 2 bus stop length. really cant run. really damn unfit. *hai. while running still step on a pool of white paint. wtf wtf wtf. during work time, i was tinking of it. i really feel tat im damn stupid. ahh...Never feel so inferior in my entire life b4. I feel like crying but i cant. I hold it back. I carry on working...n hope tat 5.30 will juz reach soon.Beach...tat's a place i wanna go. n i tink im going in few days time. I wanna enjoy the sea breeze. I wan to forget abt it n carry on. Again, its juz a small matter. i dont knw y i took it so hard for nw.The way i behave infront of my frens and alone is so different. Entirely different...Perhaps i care alot abt wad other ppl tink of me too. Well...Or rather my pride ba. wadever. ) : Ah. It juz sucks. Nvm. I'll give my 101% tis time. Im not a retarded.

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my attitude



20 ----> 21
loves my 'wife'
loves laming though keep stuttering like an idiot
loves bioing
loves pull ups!perhaps, its a past thing alr
loves going out with frens(where?o.O).
loves enjoy life
loves slping(esp when a nice green grass patch.;) )




what i want



wants
wants $$
wants the one
wants happy life. ;)
wants to be non-virgin when i die. heh..=)
wants ORD NW!