WhatTheFcuk

Saturday, February 18, 2006
9:00 PM

Sat
ah. feel so crap. I wonder why too. Once i step into the big wooden door, he juz ranters the same old thing abt computer. Yes, i knw its breaking down. but hey, computer is my life u knw. I wan to get it done too. but y u have to like repeat the SAME OLD THING tat u had with the person over n over again!its damn......IRRITATING! 4 or 5 times u knw. in juz 30 mins time. I guess u have absolutely nth to tok to me. thus, u juz ratter the same old thing over n over again to my ears which makes me super pissed off when i juz wan to use the com quietly. I shall juz throw him the bk tat i read recently. n perhaps he knws wad's going on on my mind. My capacity of speaking words per day is VERY LIMITED. After saying,'Thanks, have a nice day.', ' Ducktours?*pts on my left.', ' Money changer is just over dere, on ur right hand side.' etc etc etc. I have absolutely 0 words count left. zero. I really dun feel like toking. n yet u are forcing me to tok. wtf. i feel like slapping u.

Ok. enough. Let's tok abt some other things. 'Sg females seems like they are getting better looking.' why din i realise tat?haha. Perhaps we need to put a 'before makeup' and 'after makeup' to make a comparision. n i guess most of us will find a HUGE difference. haha. okok. im not criticising or being sarcastic. but today, my eyes really had a 'hearty meal'. but again, most of dem are attached. argh. haha. O well...

yaya. how can i 4get tis 'glory' thing. on thursday, i saw a cute 20 yrs young lady working directly opposite my counter. of coz, i pratically stared at her the whole day, seeing her getting rejected when approaching shoppers. so sad la. see cutie kanna rejected by shoppers. haha. O well. the next day, SHE'S GONE!hahaha. See? I muz be quite well known for scaring females off. N yet i still publish to let all of u knw. omg. how buay paiseh can i be. haha..

yaya!i rem wad i wanna say already. today i tio 'jackpot' man!haha..1 customer purchase 10 sets of stamps from me!lol..i was like soooooooooooo @_@!!esp when i juz came back from my nap during lunch break. haha. But well, considering the fact tat the commission is SO little. I tink i shall juz not aim for the commission anymore. haha..

Sunday
Went for the NTU course tok. pretty enriching for me. At least, i knw where i wan to go. where's my destination for course.probably, u'll wonder, 'erm, so wad are the courses u choose?'

1st choice: Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering
2nd choice: Electrical and Electronics Engineering (EEE)
3rd choice: Computer Science/ Computer Engineering.
Minor: Psychology or Business

'wah, engineering!so boring!'
yah. i agree to tat statement. but well, Im a boring person too. So, maybe it'll juz suit me. Or rather, there are no other course tat i feel tat im suitable for.
Arts and Social Science?! wtf. please. i'll doze off when i see tons of words
Business?Maybe, but dun really feel interested towards tis course.
Science?Oh please....i dun wan to keep asking why n why n why!
Maths?Though i got tink of tis b4, but well, its not really gd for jobs prospect. I knw stastics person can do alot of jobs. but i dun wan a general degree, i wan a specialised degree, a degree tat equipped me with skills..
Anymore?cant tink of any already. haha..

Btw, i went to the tok with 3 of my clazmates. haha. at the end of all the toks, i drag dem to SLS to collect pricelists with me. paiseh..hehe. yah on the way back home, we were chatting. haha. Well, 'AIyo, u are so unromantic, if im the one, i also dun wan such bf la. lol..'
erm. its quite true. Quite a common feedback anyway. Even though its a common feedback, but still, I tink abt it. Walk by the bus stop n the pathway. I cant help it. I juz keep recalling. As usual, i go find my best fren under the MRT track. pull up bar. haha. did 44 pull ups and 30 push ups. Feel quite lethargic after tat. I lie on the seats. Rested for quite a while. and slpt. haha. when i wake up, its already 8.10pm. Its juz a short nap. But it makes me feel refreshed and much better. hehe. Its juz a break on the life journey because i suddenly juz feel so tired n exhausted.

Reach home with no one ard. 5 room flat. n yet im only the one inside. does feel a bit lonely,but well, it doesnt really make a big difference. Looking thru the pricelist from SLS, i juz realised, im super outdated. Numerous of new processors came out. Without saying, it goes the same for motherboard and other spare parts. The functions they provide are so complicated. The sockets number, processor number are so unfamiliar to me!I dun even knw wad's the product named on the pricelist. I feel so helpless. I guess i juz have to approach some updated com experts to fill me with more details. ANyone??heh..

Monday
Monday blues. yah i tink im suffering from it. working 6 days per week really exhaust my energy. today i absolutely have no mood in promoting. Practically ignore all customers who are looking at the signboard. I only reply to those who open their 'golden mouth' to ask me questions. N i guess im pretty lucky, with such attitude, i still manage to clinch 4 sales.

Got one aunty who wanna make stamps for her daughter who is studying in US. Her daughter is freaking smart, studied 6 mths in RJC den go overseas to study under scholarship. Din heard of such program b4 but well, RJCians lei. Must be pretty smart. The way she tok abt her daughter really makes me feel tat omg, u are really close to ur daughter. she's quite wealthy(from the way i see it). After handling this customer, guilt pricked my conscious. I juz feel so..unfilial. I juz feel as though im the kind of son who just hand in 'tax money' to parents and 4get other things, hoping tat they can satisfy demselves with tat little tax money. B4 i quit this job, i guess i'll make one personalised stamps for my family and my sister.

'wah, 40 dollars only, din work ar u. haha..'yah 4 sales = 40 dollars. I began to feel pressurised. seems like my supervisor is pinning higher n higher hopes on me to get more sales. No idea, maybe today she juz say shuang shuang one...hope so ba..

'when ur results will be releaseD?' No idea, but seems like it will be next week becoz today MOE haven announce the date of release. Again, I'm starting to pray. Pray that my results will be an ideal one for me. I guess today is just not the day for me, the whole day i juz feel so...sick n tired of everything...
tml work. how i wish i can get few days off. haha..

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