WhatTheFcuk

Friday, February 24, 2006
9:35 PM

u'll never knw why i doesn't like to speak to u. let alone chat. Knwing the fact that A lvl results is coming up, u knw wad he says to me?'Oh, gd luck but IF results is not up to ur expectation, dun feel sad.' knn. u juz have to say 2 words. it will be more than enough, wad for add so many unpleasant wordS! n wad are u implying?oh, so i get wad u mean, in ur eyes, im juz stupid who cant do well in A lvls?Im juz expected NOT to do well in major exams?!or is it ur expectation of me is juz so low?oh ya rite, u juz look down on me isnt it?argh......!!!!!cant he juz say some encouraging words?Fancy he has been in sales line for so many yrs, dun tell me tts the lvl of kou cai he has. tts so impossible. im not a dumbo. i can tink. Dont ever look down on me. I'll get gd results this time round. I have done badly for O lvls doesnt mean that i'll do the same for A lvls. Its nw different. When i get my GOOD results,i'll inform everyone except u!:@

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I think i have quite a number of things to blog abt..ok, one by one pls.

Wednesday.
Its juz a surprise day. Xiaomei passby suntec city and pays me a visit!haha. so...surprised. but well, thanks for ur 'vomit' face when i comment abt the cute face on the stamps. haha. O well, at least it burns some boredom off. SOon after that, angeline and her fren come to make stamps!haha. omg. 1st time my fren is making stamps from me. since its the 1st time, i gave them a discount, $10 instead of $15. haha. Shhhhhhh..haha. hope dey like them!heh.

6pm, my sales figure is 9!wtf. 9~~~~~i was like thinkng wah sian la, i juz lack of 1 sales to earn back my transport fee for the day. n concidentally, a foreign 'PR' came to make the stamps!at 1st i told her is $15 per set. but she is a bit reluctant due to the steep price. being desperate for tat 1 sales, i say, ok la, i give u discount, $10. haha. in the end she make 3 sets!haha. which means my sales for the day is 12 sets. $3.60. ok, i knw im a bit cheapo. but den, im poor. how i wish i could have concession fare. den i wont be tat poor already.

Thursday
Poor sales day.only have 2 sales. haha. lowest record ever. I wont let it go further down. ANyway, tat is a pretty suay day for me too. when im doing account balancing, an outraged guy outside the post office demands to make stamps. He still accused me why do i close the stall b4 7pm. wtf. hey uncle, my working hours is till 7pm, u dun expect me to close the stall at 7pm and finish my account balancing at 7pm too!he was complaining abt the singpost customer service officer give him the wrong info la. hey uncle, im not tat person la!u scold me also no use. nb. i really take shit from tat singpost customer service officer la. dun ever let me knw who's tat guy, or else i'll chop his/her head off. argh. heng got my supervisor dere. she help me to settle everything while i settle things technically. i muz say tat that guy is so bloody stingy and kp la. i knw u come down frmo jurong. but pls la, wad can i do?im nt the one telling u hey suntec city branch sells A4 size peronalised stamps and our stall open till 7pm which is totally BULLSHIT!argh..

Friday
Sales figure approximately = (wed + thurs)/2. But well, i took extra long break for friday. haha. 1pm when i go lunch with ducktour staff, i put 'BRB' on my counter. 1.30pm, im back. i stone till 2.30, i went for a nap break till 3.45pm. haha. during the nap break, bro sms me, notify me tat results is coming out on wed. wed?im happy to knw tat,becoz i wanna knw how i do and hopefully i get my BBA and pass in GP but at the same time, im afraid. really afraid. or rather is more than that, is a fear. Almost every subject i have fear in it. even for maths, i fear tat i cant get A. for sci subjects, i fear i cant get at least B. similarly for GP, im afraid tat i cant obtain a pass. it really kind of interrupt my nap. i cant even slp as well as normally i do during normal days. If im being asked, 'have you done your best?' my ans will be, 'Yes, but still not yet to the real maximum.' I keep thinking. What if i got BCC? or what if i got BBA but din get a pass in GP?there are so many combinations tat i can tink of. I dun wan to be stuck in the mid air anymore. I have been thru this twice. once in O lvl and another time..*not worth mentionin. I dont wan to have a third time. At least at O lvls, i still have my CCA to back me up. Nw my CCA, ah, 4get it man. My skill is not up to the gd standard already as compared to Uni la. Or rather it will be below average.It cant back me up to Uni. I do not have a backup plan. Im so afraid tat i cant make the mark to Chemical Engineering or EEE..*hai i knw most of u will say something like,' dun worry la, it will be fine de.' but..i juz cant stop worrying abt it.

Saturaday
Cut hair. n yah have my fav pasta!=D really damn long din have it already la. drag my poor bro to have pasta with me. haha. spent quite a bomb on its new pasta, prawn and fish roe pasta. omg. dun ever eat tat man. becoz its nt worth $9.90 at all. I rather to have creamy chicken instead of that. cheaper somemore. haha.

Evening time. I arrange a free hippotour for pang family cum diane. We are actually required to reach at 6pm. but due to the hair cut and arcade which drags our time off. ALMOST. note the word..ALMOST! we are almost late for it man. haha, n so surprisingly, xiao mei took the same train with me n bro n yet...we dun knw!hahahah. only get to knw tat when we are trying to contact her on the train. wahha. with the fear tat we mite be late, 3 of us were like 'escaping robbers' who zoom thru the crowd to run away from the police. haha. luckily, we made it in time!haha..

The hippotour was pretty entertaining with tat fren of mine. Dino. haha. We went to sentosa to watch the muscial fountain. wow. its really FANTASTIC!marvellous. i wonder how long since i last watch the fountain show. it had been yrs. really YEARS! On the way back to the bus, i tried to entertain diane who is so 'unreactive'. it proves to be a tough job for me. O well, since im not a v gd entertainer, every job will be tough for me. haha. but hope she'll lose her 'calmness' soon when next time 5 of us go out again. haha. When we are approaching the topless hippobus, we tot we'll be the 1st to board the bus. OMG!when we reach dere, most of the tourists are back!haha. i wonder how they did it. chiong so fast back to e bus. hahaha. But well, we managed to clinch 5 seats at the top lvl of the bus. N so..my bro was sitting beside diane. so i was telling him,'hey bro, its ur turn to entertain her. i had used my 100% power and seems like she's still unreactive.lol..' True enough, even my funny bro chip in his power, diane still seems to be so cool. haha. well, i guess both of us muz combine power together.

Dinner at bugis village dere. the food was pretty nice. heh. hope all of us enjoyed it.;)
after which we intended to sit down and tok cock at starbucks. but hai. it was so packed with ppl, mostly smokers. tmd. hate the smoke smell too. so we decided to move on to the other place. i cant rem the shop name. but somehow the waitress attitude is not v gd though shes not bad looking. haha. my bro ordered coffee with ice-cream. den he was somehow puzzled with how to eat the ice cream becoz no spoon was given. perhaps his voice is bit loud, n i tink tat waitress overheard it, den she like a bit bu gan yuan de auto bring spoon to bro. den later we find out actually bro can use the specially 'manufactured' straw to eat the ice cream. lol!N guess wad?actually diane knws how to use the straw la,(becoz she was having some drinks which mix with ice cream too..)but den, as usual, she kept quiet. -_-!haha. Oh well..in the end we still have nice nice chat till all the workers in the cafe were staring at me, giving us this msg,'can all of u get ur ass of this cafe?WE NEED TO GO HOME!'lol... =)

Sunday
Went Table-tennis..with 2 of my table-tennis frens and my bro again. O yah, some of u may wonder, 'omg!ur bro again?!' Oh well..since when i say im straight?o_O??ok. a question for all of u to ponder on. lol..alright. i paired up with my bro vs my frens. skill wise, my combination sure lose de la. becoz 2 of dem de skills are only slightly lower/same as me. but den, they are handicapped, they have to use short hand instead of long hand gripping method to play with us. so well, we managed to clinch the gold medal!LOL...so surprised to win tat match!but well, bros wad rite. heh..

After tat went for swimming. lol..'No admission to NS swimming course' tts my motto till im enlisted into NS. My stamina...hai. still the same. v lousy. my calf muscle still cramped. 'need to exercise more!'i guess tts the msg tat my leg is trying to give me. haha...

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Suddenly i recall of a funny dream i had this week. 4gotton which day already. I dreamt tat i meet a girl who has a charming smile on lift. it was pretty crowded at that time. so 2 fat adults were pratically squeezing me right onto the glass yah. so when she saw it, she was giggling. den after tat, she tok to me. lol..ok, i knw this will not happen in reality, but PLEASE, let me finish my fantasy which will never happen. haha. we even arrange night time to meet at bishan park. LOL. ok, i knw all of u are laughing out real loud. but the more funny part is coming. she wrote love letters for me..n her mum is waiting 4 her at the bishan carpark!LOL!!wad a damn funny dream.laugh all u'all wan, comment wadever u'all wan. i knw perhaps im really getting real despo tts y i have such a dream. but well...when i wake up i was in cold sweat too. wonder why too. haha. perhaps even its a dream for me, i find it difficult to accept it in my dreamland.

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Overall, enjoyed this weekend. I guess i have to plan what to do on this coming weekend to make it a fulfilling one!'Be the one who make things happen.' =)

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