WhatTheFcuk

Thursday, March 02, 2006
10:44 PM

NOTE!==>Those who didnt do well for As. Pls do not read this entry

'How's ur results?' guess tat's the most common questions everyone of us received yesterday. I was hoping to rock the stage. but i couldnt. i dun even have enough 'leg strength' to even stand up and walk to the stage. I wish i could. but its all over. why. fucking eng. whenever i go, u drag me down. I juz wan a pass. isnt tat too much of a demand?I seriously dun tink so. If i have the chance to grab a few more marks, this entry will be entirely different. YAH. ENTIRELY. U may wonder, 'So are u able to go Uni?' yah. im able to. its just the matter of university and course. I wan NUS. I wan chem or electrical engineering. I even tink of retaking. Serious. I seriously have the thought of that. But, I dun wan to go back to be a student anymore. haii. Seriously im alright, but i regretted or rather hate myself for being so slack at GP. J2s, dun be the next me. Dun ever let this big black dot be present on ur beautiful result slip. Plus i really bu gan yuan u knw. Lost to some of my clazmates juz becoz of GP. I wld have gotten best grade for chem if tat option topic is not so cb.im sure its tat portion tat pull me down. its 8%... for phy, i ren ming. I all along cant do well in phy though i seem to be more of a phy person. from top few in claz to average in claz. the feel isnt gd at all. the ones who pestered u for questions last year did better/same/only slight worse as u. argh.

yesterday night din really slp well also. worried a number of things. not only my results. guilty prick my conscious. but at least i clarified. at least i admit tat im a bastard.thanks. hai. NY gave me a chance. but i din grab hold of it v well.n yet again, im somehow caught in e mid air again. but well, at least my team did well. esp tat fucker lyy. lol..he nearly rock e stage. congrats u fucker. haha..

Today. damn tired. coz only slpt for 5 hrs. Yah. my colleagues ask me abt my results. once i say abt my GP, all of dem's face turn. fuck. i hate GP. went to career sem at suntec.

'Does NTU engineering place GP at high priority coz i do badly for GP..'

'well how do u do for ur 3 As?'

'Quite alright.'

knwing my results, 'ok, can try.'

i was a bit sian.

'actually with ur results, u stand a gd chance.'

yah. it may sounds nice. but i feel tat its kind of a consolation.

n mind u. its NTU, not NUS. i wanna go NUS!!hope they accept me when i apply for it....no matter wad. i juz gotta pray for it. n fuck GP examiners!!C=

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