WhatTheFcuk

Saturday, June 03, 2006
4:54 AM

These 2 weeks, I was so drained up till I totally have no time to pen down anything in camp.

The 3 days SITEST(Situational Test, Not SIT AND TEST UR PATIENCE) really kicks me real hard. I began to wonder. How I get thru the 7 days field camp b4 this? I really have no idea AT all. Mission, Mission and Mission. I get so turned off so easily. Den, I realise the importance of a gd nite slp to me. without it, I simply cant work the following day. Even for only 2km fast march, I felt tired. My heart was beating like hell. That really makes me wonder if I shld put 'Yes' for wanting to be a commander. There are so many outfield in command sch. If I really make it dere, will I be able to cope with all the activities outfield?I dont mind going outfield without staying overnite, coz at least i can rest well in my bunk. Well, Perhaps is the hectic week tat makes me tink so.

Thinking back b4 I enlist, I wasn't like this at all. At the very least, my thoughts will be quite +ve and strive for the best out of me. I knw what I wanna do. I knw what are my aims. But after enlistment, after a few weeks, my mindset had changed. I dont have much control over my life. Not even my hair. I also found tat my mental health is actually very weak. I wan to get some decent rank b4 I ORD so tat I wont waste my time in dere. But again, I have great difficulty handling overnite outfield. hai.

Well, at least, 16km route march was a gd one. For the 1st ime, I feel that my platoon mates really cooperate and sing together during route march. haha. With tat, I actually march 8km with no fatigue(sp?) at all. BUT, all the aching catches up with me once I enter my bunk. lol..how weird can it be. Last weekend, I kind of chiong my way thru. haha. I juz have the feel of going out and out!Met up with my buddy and some juniors. I have no idea if the pool game is fun, but at e v least we took some lame pics!heh. =)

~ LOOK!Im falling down!lol..~

~ eh. do I still need to say anything?LOL! ~

~ Happy 'Darkie'! ~

~ J2s and J3s! oH man..I'm the darkest again. = ( ~

~ Thats the difference between Infantry Man and Civilian. hai. -_- ~

~ Finally, the grp photo!=) ~

After town, we went to pasir ris. haha. pretty far yah?coz of da jie la. lol..intro-ed my juniors and 1 of my senior to her. Fortunately, all of dem are quite easy-going as in they can get along pretty well I tink, else i'll be in hamburger state again.lol..yah. Upon forcing them to try some 'nice' ration, most of dem dislike it!lol..In fact, most of dem din even eat more than one mouthul. lol..well, who'll like tat anyway?lol..

Watched Midnight show. No idea why. lol. I guess I shld have gone home and rest for the next day!lol..Or rather, have fun with my com. =) But well, got to see more chio bu too. My eyes din go town for nth. lol.. but really, midnight girls are better looking. I wonder its becoz of darkness or coz I dont get to see decent girls most of e time?lol..its all up to all of u to decipher e ans. lol..

I'm such in a mess
I dont want to get trapped here & yet I have to be.
I have so many things I wan to do now & yet I dont get a chance to do it
I juz feel so screwed up..

28th May
went out with buddy and yew boon!
lol..yew boon is still as cute as ever. N he got gf le!!CONGRATS!
but the way he describe to jio his gf seems so easy.lol..its the 1st time i heard of such method too..lol..okok, shldnt laugh. im still a zero fighter!lol..

~ Orh..Yew boon looked so blur and i look so cock!lol..~

~ Oh man, he's still 4ever our dot!lol..its really so dot~

~ lol..okay la, finally, a success attempt. =) ~

~ Idiots at Pizza Hut ~

~ Buddy and Me! ~

~ Oops, I shld have half squat..lol!=P ~

29th May

Safsa / Command Sch????

This morning, I suddenly feel so home-sicked. Im so wanna go back to mainland. Again, I miss my sch times. I miss my previous life esp during competition period.I still can rem all the funny and spastic pics we took!It was so fun. The Cheering and excitment to strive for victory. I really miss all of it. I still feel the pain of losing to AJ when my team keep supporting me during the comp.I still feel I let dem down. The most arrogant guy who tot he's the best in the team. & yet, he brings the team down.its so full of up and downs. I totally detest the life i Have nw..In here, the lifestyle is so not for me.

I juz recalled something tat's mentioned in 'why men lie and women cry?' bk. I tink I'm getting old as though im getting retired. It mention tat retired man always wan to go back to their previous life even after retirement coz they miss those days and wan to get back the success feel. I guess that's what im feeling. Im not saying that life b4 enlistment is a successful one for me, in fact, its full of failures. But, really, I really miss the bonding period though i knw, its not going to be a prolonged period, its kind of superficial i guess. Nevertheless, I still like it. lol..Mugging times.LOL. the way we mugged juz b4 A lvls is still so funny. Consultation with teachers sometimes become joking/flirting session.lol..

30- 2june

24km route march. its really pretty tiring even when i march for 16km only(coz miss 1 route march. so much so for PROGRESSIVE training. BLEAH!)I guess its becoz I march 16km with interval of 4km, having only 10 mins of rest. my shoulder hurts. But well, its pretty funny during the route march. coz im one of the song ICs. so its like. we started leading some weird songs like ABC, twinkle twinkle little stars?London bridge is falling down?lol..!N we find that, actually, only a HANDFUL of ppl knw how to sing these songs!!lol~including me(of coz!)

E~Ah~O~AH Infantry ah, E~AH~E~AH~O
We are the man from falcon company yah
E~Ah~O~AH Infantry ah, E~AH~E~AH~O
got no time for chocolate bar yah
but got time for chin-up bar yah
E~Ah~O~AH Infantry ah, E~AH~E~AH~O
got no time to strip my girl yah
but got to strip rifle
E~Ah~O~AH Infantry ah, E~AH~E~AH~O
got no time to eat orange yah
but got time to go for range
E~Ah~O~AH Infantry ah, E~AH~E~AH~O
got no time to masturbate yah
but got time to stand-by bed yah

*note. Its purely for entertainment purposes

LOL. its pretty funny isnt it?!
haha!

Im a steam roller baby
Im rolling down the line
so u better get off my way nw
or I roll all over u

Im a steam roller baby
Im rolling down the line
so u better get off my way nw
or I roll all over u

Im Zhang Qi warrior
I Chao Keng all the time
so u better get off my way nw
or I nose bleed over u

Im Zhang Qi warrior
I Chao Keng all the time
so u better get off my way nw
or I nose bleed over u

Im S. Fireman
Im sexy all the time
so u better get off my way nw
or i show my body to u!

lol..actually we have one version each for all our Superiors. but well, nt nice to put it here all la.lol..

GP rehearsal.eh, not General Paper. Its Graduation Parade!!WOO!GOING TO POP LO!!!!!!IM SO GONNA TO FUCK OFF FROM TEKONG!!!!~~~ SO happy!~ This juz shows something abt NS life. Tink abt it. =)

Its kinda tiring doing the rehearsal. esp when we come back from route march. Its so tiring la, n yet we have to have bring rifle ard, march in orderly manner. but luckily, the warrent officer is quite nice. He's a real gd commander I muz say. The amount of fear he instill into u is quite minimal. The respect for him he instill into u is so much higher. He care for us. Giving us really sufficient break and of coz, training for rehearsal. but well, if u fool ard, u'll really get fucked by him also.like bronco. The whole coy got fucked and pumped infront of all coy in sch 1.

SKW. FP1 is really SKW, Sai Kang Warrior. I guess more or less its becoz of that incident, commanders from other platoons look at us differently. Always ask us to do ~~things~~ SAI KANG.
I guess next time they dun need to say which platoon is the duty platoon already. coz its always platoon 1. SHITTER!

Well well, yesterday nite bk out!oh man so happy!for e 1st time, i got to bk out on fri nite~lol..these 2 days will be quite packed. even reject my sis request to go lunch n shop together....hai. sorry!!

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