WhatTheFcuk

Friday, July 21, 2006
5:39 PM

Finally, I'm back. Everyone, miss my blog?lol. Nah i guess. but whatever.

Let's begin with the fact that Im getting more n more suay in my new unit life. haha. Inside dere, I got a damn sarcastic PC and section commander. PS?no need to say. he's very temperamental. Can b v nice, can be like fucker who fucks us all the time. Ard me?guess its still alrite ba. So far I still can get along with my bunk mates. Juz that my platoon mates always 'mock' at me for my 20+ pull ups. Sometimes I juz regret doing my max pull up dere. Or rather, I shldnt. Coz, almost all the man over dere cant do much pull ups.Even the commanders cant do much. Somehow, during the 1st few weeks, im being seen as a very fit guy when Im not, juz becoz of my pull ups. It seems to them tat, if u can do tons of pull ups, it means that u can do any other things well as well. aka SOC. But pls, If i can, why will I go be a man?Why dun I go for commander rank?It feels kind of sian when during conversation, when we tok cock, when they've nth more to say back to me, they'll say,'wah, can do 20+ pull ups very li hai lor.'o_O???No link at all. However, all these let me realise tat, when u're a man, always juz do the minimal that u've to do. No matter how fit u're nw, no matter how garang u're nw, the highest rank u can go to is coporal. There's no turning back after BMT. & nw, every morning when i do pull ups, I cant slack down coz they will say,'wah, chao keng ar', I do my max, they continue with their ' wah, can do 20+ pull ups very li hai lor.' My PC told me to be proud of it. But seriously, Im not. I juz feel pressurised when PC keep asking me to do more n more pull ups. When I attain 25 pull ups, he ask me to do 28. and eventually to 30. ah, there's no end to it anyway, my PC is a fucking garang person.

When i bk out, kind of same thing happens. Last few weeks have been trying hard to ask ppl out but to no avail.What I wan is juz to enjoy my bkout days. Tts all.Is that very difficult? Hai,I complained one whole fucking long e-mail to law. Literally complained coz I kind of cant take it anymore. & well what law says is pretty true. My social circle is way too small. But well, I'm fortunate to have my family ard with me. It juz once again let me feels tat, my family is always dere for me. Always. & really, Im grateful for tat. Love ya.=)

Recently, I've been topo-ing. In case for those who dun knw, topo = walking ard in the forest to find checkpts using maps, compass and pacers. Again, Im damn sway. Juz becoz of my pull ups AGAIN, they ask me to carry signal set which is ard 10kg. Got one night topo, we found all of our checkpts and heading back to unit. Halfway, it rains heavily!wtf. i have to RUN with that extra load back to the unit!!totally wet and tired. In additional, there's lightning too. Anytime can strike me to death with that long antenna of the signal set. The other grps?'coz they're slower, & juz nice their checkpts are near training shed. So, they wait in the training shed for the tonner to fetch them home. argh. i felt so stupid can. &...I dun knw why, my platoon have to return stores when the duty platoon is platoon 1!fucking hell. :$

Aiya, shits happen alot of times. Really. = (

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ENOUGH!

Yesterday went for bbq with my JC clazmates. Miss dem lots. Quite happy to see dem once again. Even though guys had NS tok while the girls have their IRAS tok, but in the end, we still made an effort to link our conversation together. The bad thing is, conflicts happen. I became so outdated of 04S3D stuffs. While, actually is the girls. Its quite sad for tat to happen anyway.

Its juz a pity that I fall sick and had fever last night. If nt, I really wld have stay overnight with dem. 'coz its like....eileen nan de can stay overnite lei~! kao eh. lol..ah well, gd times dun last. It flies. Juz hope there will be another gathering soon. Real soon.

ah shit, photos are not with me yet. next week den i update with gathering pictures k. heh. =)

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