While looking for my basic theory test result slip, I saw the wallet. Its condition becomes quite bad. White spots are found on it. It looks as if its kept for ten yrs or so.I tried to remove those white spots but no matter how i rub, it cant be totally removed. It juz like the hurt u inflicted on me, it cant be totally removed.

Flipping open the wallet, I saw my past neo prints, the past smiles i had w my frens. Looking at dem, Some of dem had alr faded. It Seems to be telling me tat frenships had alr faded w time. My OG'04, OG'05, my team etc. Somehow I wonder, when can I ever see dem again?Perhaps never. well..

E only thing den almost din change its state is the notes. Quite glad to see tat yet, my heart feel pain. I dun knw why.It juz comes naturally. I hate to feel it tat way. Really hate it. I wanted to throw it away, but I really dun bear to.

Wonder why am I still tearing over this..Im not pretending to be devoted, neither do I trying to get attention or whatever. Tears juz roll down my cheeks unknwingly when I stared at the screen...

I may not rem everything, I may not even rem ur clear feature of ur face. But ur shadow still remain in my heart, no matter what, I wont forget u. Coz I hope, in the near future, I'm able to treat u as a fren. We're still able to be frens.

well, I guess, I'm juz too bastard.

fcuk_off`

my attitude



20 ----> 21
loves my 'wife'
loves laming though keep stuttering like an idiot
loves bioing
loves pull ups!perhaps, its a past thing alr
loves going out with frens(where?o.O).
loves enjoy life
loves slping(esp when a nice green grass patch.;) )




what i want



wants
wants $$
wants the one
wants happy life. ;)
wants to be non-virgin when i die. heh..=)
wants ORD NW!