HEY ITS BLOCK LEAVE ALR!!!!!!!WHOO~~~~

yet, today, I do not have the happy feel of having block leave.The whole day I was in a daze. In the afternoon, I was doing farewell gifts for the current J2s. When I was doing it alone at home, it reminded me of the stuffs i do for u. Till glenn came den I was able to divert this tot away. Even when I was having dinner w my parents, image of both of us toking on the grand stand appear in front of me.

I couldnt help but to feel down and tired. As if, I do not have any energy to carry on w my life anymore.

The questions I wan to ask which I din ask in the past came to my mind again.
Why after the happy chat we had on that day, juz the next day, u seems 2 change?
Ur face expression differs alot from tat day and juz the next day when me n law pass present to min.U wont rem it anyway I guess.

Craps.

Im so crappy. Even nw, Im drinking alcohol , bloggin and tinking of u.
I hate to use alcohol to make me feel numb and forget abt everything.
But whenever I miss u, I juz feel like drinking. Drink till e extent tat I cant even rem my surname.

Whatever, tml is table-tennis day. Tml will b a fun day for me. yes. fun.


静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
连这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延

我转过我的脸不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍

我吻过你的脸你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
短开的感情线我不要做断点
只想在睡前再听见你的蜜语甜言

fcuk_off`

my attitude



20 ----> 21
loves my 'wife'
loves laming though keep stuttering like an idiot
loves bioing
loves pull ups!perhaps, its a past thing alr
loves going out with frens(where?o.O).
loves enjoy life
loves slping(esp when a nice green grass patch.;) )




what i want



wants
wants $$
wants the one
wants happy life. ;)
wants to be non-virgin when i die. heh..=)
wants ORD NW!