WhatTheFcuk

Sunday, December 17, 2006
12:44 AM

Today I really got LOTS of things to blog abt. Really. I dun even knw how to start for nw.

The feel of anxious, care naturally came back. Its juz like what I used to b. Finding ways 2 make e situation a better one. I dun knw if that's frenship only. & nw, I wondering how's the 1st assignment's process like. Smooth-sailing?Fuck it la, forget it can.

Sometimes when u really wan to make an effort to get everyone together, and things doesnt work out v well, its fine. But what really piss me off is when I make so much effort in getting everyone together, u this stupid current captain who doesnt knw anything, one who doesnt even knw how to initiate to bond the team, actually dare to comment tat im a lousy organiser. Okay, I agreed that Im not a gd organiser, but cant u fucking bloody use ur fucker eyes to see that Im trying to accomadate to everyone's desire?U tink being an organiser is v easy is it?Comment abt that is still fine, I can accept this. Comment alr, still dun have suggestion on how to improve the situation.

Besides that, still ask me irritating questions. Why u organise this?Why u do gifts for the J2s?FUCK LA!can u use ur fucking little useless brain to tink?use ur ass to tink also can la. Why I wanna do. knn. U really pissed me off tonite, if u're juz alone w me, i'll sure give u a bad dressing down.

& Please lor, I really dun knw how u b Captain. Regardless of skill or character, u're not e best. Skill SO LOUSY! wa lan eh, really buay ta han lor. Still always wanna challenge me. Dude, ur skill is incomparable to mine can. U cant even B my leg hair! To b frank la dude, I always feel so sian when I play w u, coz ur ball really no challenge.

& the J1s. Suggest to go Marina SQ after dinner at PS. They say no time coz its alr 830. in the end?e 5 of dem went Marina SQ. wtf. & pls la, when ppl arrange outing at nite, Please keep the night free. what 10 have to go. lame lor. 6plus 7 den eat dinner. den what kind of activity can i plan for u'all?Kbox u'all like no interest. Find place to tok cock u'all also like tat. WHAT U'ALL WANT?!ask where u'all wan to go?got suggestion den someone give some lame comments like no time or what.

PLEASE LA!THE J1S, CAN U'ALL B MORE MATURE OR NT?!CHILDISH BUNCH OF KIDS.

At the very least, try to be more compromising and give CONSTRUCTIVE suggestion to make the situation better can. Not being like a kid, waiting to b spoon-fed den if nt walk away. bleah~

J2s, a bit disappointed though u'all r very compromising and easy-going. The gifts, we J3s really had put alot alot of effort in it. We do for fully 4 weekends, till 6pm at db mrt station den we manage to finish everything.I dun knw if it means anything to u'all. BUt I cant really see e respond. Perhaps Im blind. Perhaps u'all will juz throw it aside when u'all get home.

I dun knw la, perhaps Im expecting too much juz becoz I put in alot of effort. Its really damn depressing when the whole team of effort is so much n yet the result is like this. Really.

Hais, Im not in mood to blog the happy moments we had tonite. Im too overwhelmed by the stupid childish J1s and of coz, my inability to plan well..

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