appleseed, aiya i wanna type too many things. So I type here

yup. I tried having +ve thinking. & no matter how I try, when i return to the place which is filled w bastards, I just feel damn sian esp when commanders throw sai kang to the drivers which is 3 of us. & the other 2 always play tai ji quan. push it to me. The most du lan thing is, the commanders dun care who does it, he just wanna see the things get done, not done, he'll find me only. knn. My CSM, throw the whole LRI thing to me. I've to service 5 vehicles ALONE!The others? go for parade. wtf. I knw parade is tough. But the other 2 drivers also just throw their vehicle stuff to me. Coz they're not going to touch it once they go for parade rehearsal.Not at least do their part nicely den pass it to me. Fucked up man.

Nevertheless, thanks for ur concern. I'll still hang on..till 7feb 2008. Tts when Im revived. =)
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Yah, I've to agree dat I just too lonely.
It must be.

fcuk_off`

my attitude



20 ----> 21
loves my 'wife'
loves laming though keep stuttering like an idiot
loves bioing
loves pull ups!perhaps, its a past thing alr
loves going out with frens(where?o.O).
loves enjoy life
loves slping(esp when a nice green grass patch.;) )




what i want



wants
wants $$
wants the one
wants happy life. ;)
wants to be non-virgin when i die. heh..=)
wants ORD NW!