WhatTheFcuk

Sunday, February 04, 2007
9:37 AM

Today is my second assignment day. Tampines. Pretty anxious. Unlike the 1st student I took. No idea why. perhaps becoz the coordinator is much stricter. But well, I have prepared my notes for the student. I guess that's the furthest I can go to as a PT. Jw ask me,'wah, why ur assignment is always located at the boundary line of sg?' well, I dun have much choice yah. Who ask me to b $$-less.lol

Hais. No idea if I shld go to the tampines tuition centre for interview nt. That woman sounds so....argh, not welcoming.Perhaps she dun have faith in my A level Maths. But well, indeed the new syllabus is much tougher than ours as Im clueless abt some new added topics as well.Getting worried after that woman keep shooting me questions thru the phone yesterday.hais.A bit regret dat I din take F maths in the past.Perhaps if i took F maths, I can score another A.lol.ah crap. See hows my 2nd assignment later on la huh.

Bless me pls. At least dun let me be a fool at the tuition centre. *prays
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Yesterday was pretty busy?okay, or rather eventful.haha. 1st meet up w jw and eileen(for sec txt bk.lol.) jw and I went to bk final theory test. I wonder if Im doing the correct thing.haha.But well, alr paid for it. The next thing i shld b doing is study hard/smart for it. Pool w jw and his cousin.haha. Yesterday is my on form day man. okays, rather initial start of the pool session only. Afterwards is his cousin who show some luck skill to both of us. Can u imagine?for 3 consecutive game, she win becoz both of us get both white and black ball in accidentally.Tt was sooooooo classic man.

Meet up w juniors to celebrate tang qian's birthday. Tot that Im always the most lao jiao over dere. They surprised me with a J....7 i think.lol. older than me by 3 years old. I dun even knw her, wonder how they knw that senior of deirs and of coz,mine.ANyway, went for kenny rogers.eeee its not very nice. Or rather, not value for $. Its always so nice of dem to celebrate birthdays for deir teammate. haha. I guess that's the strength of the girls team. Being initiative.

Bowling session which bores some of dem at the later part. I wonder if i really become stronger or juz becoz i grow up. I used to use 11 pounds bowling ball, nw I use 13 or even 14 w no prob at all.

Den...Rush off without saying bye to all of dem coz of supper w fren. haha. Nearly Im late man. Thankfully, Im not. Its been a lloooooonnnnnngggggg time(like 1 year+?) since I saw this dear fren of mine.haha. Changed. I almost cant recognise till I open up my big eyes to see.But guess other than appearance, nth much is changed, still as angelic as ever. lol I guess my tongue is growing longer after dat. =P

The conversation juz make me tink,' Having a true fren is really like a god gift.' Dont some of u realise in e change of frens as we grow up? Sometimes I just so miss the times in my pri sch. Or rather the frens. haha. We can b so caring towards each other even though we are not dat close. But as we grow up, we go into sec sch, we somehow began to develop a bo chap attitude. we din get back to pri sch fren simply becoz of sch work and handling new frens, taking dem as excuses. we took the times back for granted and simply forget abt it. Or logically there'll have another explanation. The circle of frens get widen in such a way dat one simply cant divide sufficient care for each of dem.lets see which one u took.heh

now?Needless to say, I dont even knw who is my true fren. Perhaps juz a few of dem dat I can count within my 5 fingers. Dats e max.if either dat or zero. Sounds pathetic yah. I dun knw what has gone into me. Perhaps its juz becoz im getting more n more selfish.
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The days in camp is terrible enough. with the desire of wanting to see u & yet I cant, I become a crybaby at night.

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