WhatTheFcuk

Sunday, February 04, 2007
8:34 PM

wah, today is pretty lethargic for me. Wondered why too. Felt so sianx.

Morning wake up so early(okay, 9am on sun is considered early riteX), just to call dat so called un-welcome coordinator. She still sound the same. But I really wanna try teaching a class. So end up I still have to go down at evening time. After my PT, I felt damn sian n tired.Den just ps her. lol. Dont knw la. Too emotional at times.

Took 59 to tampines. It went past bedok reservoir I tink. It really never occur to me dat actually I'll pass by a place, a place where u fought ur way out. Memories flash back in my mind. It just feel so real, as if Im once dere watching ur competition. I could see dragonboats racing and ppl cheering even though they knw the ppl on the boat cant really hear dem and yet knwing that there're ppl supporting dem.

Its just so surprising for ppl like me who even have difficulty remembering what I do few hrs ago, can actually rem dat so clearly. Even I myself feel stunned. Its amazing.Really.. Amazing..

Anyway, my new student pretty alrite, seems to b more hardworking den my current student. Din expect dat she's actually a mix. haha. I still tot she's foreigner or what. But it will just hinders me in terms of language, cant speak mandarin. Her previous test papers are really hilarious. Nw, I really got some feel of teachers making fun of student's ans alr. Becoz nw, Im juz one of dem. I knw Im being some bad guy for nw. but really, its kind of funny. My eyes almost popped out. well, I begin to feel stress. Got more things to prepare. Esp E maths. haha. Crap man. I actually knw more of Additional Maths stuff than Elementary Maths stuff.

After which, I miraculously went to TM. haha~ dun knw la. just went dere coz im in the mid of deciding if I shld go to tat damn tuition centre. end up i alight at TM, went for a walk. Recall some of the fond memories dere too. The night 3 of us almost stranded at the bus stop opp tampines mrt station. The days law, me and daughters went dere to have fish & co. haha. tt was my 1st fish & co meal can. But somehow, TM got me lost. Its too big and got lots of ppl! I was like, erm, which direction to go back to bus interchange. haha. but its kind of a shopping paradise to me.heh

Dinner at amk. GOSH! even amk is packed full w HUMANSSSSSSS~ when i saw dat i was likeee...*dead. feeling so lethargic and still have to meet dad they'all for dinner. + so many ppl = hell for me.

Now, I just feel so old and tired. Like. someone who is waiting for death.

Or rather, Its just not a day for me. PMS-ing bahs

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