WhatTheFcuk

Friday, April 13, 2007
10:24 PM

I must strongly stress this

YES

ITS WAD U'RE TINKING OF!

I HATE MY LIFE NW!!

Never felt this b4. Its like, ITE, Its The End

I really feel so pessimistic abt life nw

How I wish I'm not myself

I began to HATE myself

I began to feel dat Im so weirdo who dun understand wad's wrong w himself and the world

I guess I'm getting some depression or something like dat. Mental illness.muhaha

Lets wait for me to enter Institute of Mental health Hospital.

PS keeping bullying me. YA A FUCKING 2SG WHO CANT EVEN PASS IPPT!!

Platoon mates sux

Everyone is so selfish

I cant stand this

Whatever, No one cares anyway, not even law..hais

No faith, for e world.

I start to wonder, if true frenship really exist ard me for nw.
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Tuition.

Its stressing me up.

Its as though Im going to exam hall w dem

Trying to get exam papers for dem.

Luckily Si Hui got some.

Thanks =)

But my weekend is kind of burnt.

Plus weekdays are hell becoz LRI is coming

I dun knw wad to do.

Its going to b tough.

But this is the path I chose.

I guess I've to bite my teeth and get this thru.

A commander cant show his weakness in front of his man

I guess it applies the same to a teacher.

I must be stronger isnt?Yah. Hang on dude.

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Despite having so many shit on my shoulder, I still have 2 pieces of gd news to tell everyone...~

1st => I'VE ACHEIVED 10:38 mins for 2.4km!!
O man, its almost a dream for me when I heard this timing. I never expected that when
my timing is always ard 11:30

2nd=> O man, NYTT did it!! this year both teams went to top 4!!CONGRATS!~~
Felt happy for dem yet envious.
The feel of regret come back once again.
Why Didn't I win that AJ guy?
That win will just bring my team to e top 4.
What else can I say?haix

Nevertheless, work hard man juniors!

& of coz, I hope dat I can achieve 9:44 mins timing, and GOLD for IPPT. 2 days off + SGD200!

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