I suddenly realise, I've 46 pages of e-mails.

I start to wonder. Ever since I've so many e-mails?

I start to read from the 1st page. Even though I cant finish reading all. like duh.

Only read few page of e-mails.

But it was enough for me to realise dat I've great frens b4.

& the bad part is, I dun realise dat in the past.

I guess I subconsciously disappoint some of dem.

I'm sorry to only realise dat when I'm nw left alone.

Having saying so much crap, nw I still treat one of my fren badly

Its tough to b nice for nw. Coz its hard for me to fake it out.

Blame it on my lousy acting.



How absurd can human get?Knwing dat one commit some mistake and yet still carry on w guilt.


Bk in loooorrrrr~ 10 mths

fcuk_off`

my attitude



20 ----> 21
loves my 'wife'
loves laming though keep stuttering like an idiot
loves bioing
loves pull ups!perhaps, its a past thing alr
loves going out with frens(where?o.O).
loves enjoy life
loves slping(esp when a nice green grass patch.;) )




what i want



wants
wants $$
wants the one
wants happy life. ;)
wants to be non-virgin when i die. heh..=)
wants ORD NW!