WhatTheFcuk

Saturday, May 05, 2007
12:32 AM

Sometimes I tell myself that i really shld dislike you.
It's not even stop liking you, it's detest you.
Maybe on my part it's wishful thinking but please you plant the potential i see in it okay.
Time and again.
I get all the shit and you dont.
I speak up for you and you dont.
You pretend like nothing's happened.
Like always.
Yeayea, youre best at acting oblivious.
Then you ask the most obvious quesions when you jolly well know the ans yourself and when i tell you what's not the truth you happily believe it.
Come on, you read me like a book and you cant even tell when i'm obviously not happy with you.
Yea becos it's so hard ta be angry at you.
How you do it i have no idea either.
Why are you doing this ta us.
You're hurting everyone.
I dont even know why im getting so worked up.
I really shld get you outta my head soon.
As much as i dont want to.
It's the only way i can carry on with my very happy life.
You make me the happiest and the most miserable person on earth.
Like how do you do it man.

Its so convenient. Its from evon's blog.

It just speak up all my feelings.

How nice to have such an expressive ppl to have same feelings as me.lol.

I din mean to do dat

I knw both of us wont feel gd, in fact, awkward and bad

but I just feel lousy.

I'm not able to cover myself up and tok to u nicely.

My fault.

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I dun knw what's in my mind

My student had done pretty well. A2 for my test despite the fact dat I amend some of the questions to tougher level.

Den why am I still unhappy w his performance?

I do have to admit dat I was bit agitated just nw.

But its really, he could have done better if he memorise all the definitions. yah, ONLY IF.

SLowly lar dude. Relax, he'll do well..

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On the MRT ride home, I saw some girls.

They arent pretty.

But they produce some X factor thingy.

What I mean is the most impt thing is how one present oneself.

Being optimistic and cheerful is always the key isnt it.

No matter how gd looking u're, if u look fucking sian and screwed up, no one will dare to come near u.

Guess dat's Im lacking of.

The fucking sian look on my face everytime.lol

Smile dude, its not the end of the world yet =)

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I've been complaining of how sucky my place is. Or rather, my pltn mates.

I dun knw why.

I feel like saying out some of the names who are really damn irritating.

TAN KIAN TONG!!

this bloody idiot fucker who is currently under depression illness.

Everyday slp in bunk.

A fucker who says, ' LRI is none of his business!'

' I dun knw how to service vehicle lei, how to help.'

Till JIe hao say, ' If u really wan to help, u can learn.'

' I dun knw how to service lei. do labour work only lor.'

yah, and always slp in bunk.

Wake him up like waking up a dead corpse

when he wake up, den give dat kind of FUCKING BLUR LOOK!!

feel like slapping him and say, ' CCB, FALL IN LIAO LAR, SLP SLP SLP. MUZ AS WELL GO N DIE. CAN SLP ETERNITY!.'

Its not as if he go outfield and become shag and give that lookk.

Slp in the bunk also shag.

wtf.

We went to do stuff and come back to see him slp.

We do till so jialet, when the specs ask him to help. den he give such CB comments as stated above.

TAN KIAN TONG, WHAT U KNW?ONLY KNW HOW TO COMPLAIN TO PC.

U THIS FUCKING USELESS GUY!

AND HE STILL HAVE A GF.

OMG

HIS GIRL DEFINITELY LOVE USELESS GUY =D

and the WORST THING IS

IM IN THE SAME BUNK AS HIM!!!!!

AHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~

HHEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL MAN!!

y am i getting so reactive over such CB?

Cant I just b as unreactive as b4.

as bo chap as b4.

I've changed.

If this happens during my JC time, I sure dun even care.

But why do I bother nw?

CRAAAAAAPPPPPSSSSS

shit always happen

and shits are always ard me

I'm so in a shit hole nw.

'SIR, DEPRESSION~~~'

fucker.

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