WhatTheFcuk

Thursday, July 26, 2007
10:31 PM

Something just snapped in my mind.

Let's say it in this way.

My attitude towards life really sucks.

I cant really see the difference of that attitude between b4 army and during army.

Guess what I can say is, all along, I thought that I'm a very happy go lucky person.Not to mention that I'm pretty pessimistic as well.

Now, I'm just a pessimist and someone who doesn't give a slightest damn about all the happenings and stuffs around him.

hmm..

1 Step at a time. 1st, I'll aim to be an optimistic person and next, a caring person. =)

O ya and most imptly, LIVELY!

It'll be a damn big big change if I'm able to do tat, smiling everyday.
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Recent life is pretty good. Stay out life.

Pretty love this kind of life.

But its going to end. Anyway, it barely started too.haha.

Dragonboat-ed for the 1st time in my life on tues and today.

Its really nice.

But its very tiring as well.

Everytime the drumer roll the drum, i'll like phew. finally can easy liao.

The most jialet thing is, I think there's something wrong w my strokes.

Keep bringing water to the ppl behind me.

Din want that to happen but well, I want the boat to fly.

Okay, apparently for a 1st timer boat, if the boat can move at a reasonable speed. its already a success.

That's why when they sprint, I paddle like some mad dog.

& when I reach home, I lie dead on the bed.haha.

Overall, its a nice experience.

which makes me feel like joining dragonboat when I enter NUS!

the difference between them N'US.

It really feels damn great when you feel everyone is paddling damn hard, putting in every single strength they've to attain the optimal performance for the boat.

The Feel of the boat jerking forward is great too!

Anyway, we did not row for fun.

We row for the filming of the NDP.

I've no idea what's that for.

But the most ironic thing is, I don't even know where's the camera when I'm rowing.

Too concentrated on rowing.

So if anyone of u saw me rowing in a very unglam way, please pardon me.

Maju camp days is going to come back. Pack & Pack.

Law is going back soon.

Hais.

Hopefully I can book out as early as I can every day.

Next friday gonna run 18km.

Total Madness.

Hopefully can finish fast and fall out early.

I just hope for more time to go out w law and my team mates before he fly back to states.

How fast. 'I still have 60 days' it sounds like you just told me yesterday.

Time flies when you're having fun.that's so true.

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