After reading some blogs, I feel like bloggin too!
haha. Has been feeling quite emotional recently.
Things happen.
I don't have the power to stop it.
But I do not wish to hurt.coz I'm once a victim, I do not wan the others to be like the past me.
But I somehow have affection for it.
Yah, Im pretty confused.
I guess if I tell anyone of u, most of u will just say, aiya, be a norm and heck care can?
Alright, that's the most optimistic answer which I expected from my friends.
And, most of them will immediately have their jaws dropped to the ground level if they know abt this.
So well, I don't really intend to tell anyone.or rather, to confide.
Seriously, I really hope that I can figure it out myself of the exact feeling I'm having.
Or am I just a person who lacks the feeling of getting compliment?
So when I happens to get cherished/loved, I just simply feel affection?
Craps.
Things are going so hay wire recently.
tuitions, and esp. emotions
dad too
Out of a sudden, I just feel so dejected.
He's selfish.
He doesnt do what he say.
Im so disappointed in him. seriously.
Thus, I make a promise to myself, I'll NEVER ever touch his 'wife' till I got my own.
If you wanted me to learn, please, GUIDE!
and not preventing me from doing so.
With the thought of this and many others, I feel like exploding.
Since the world is going hay wire, I feel like going hay wire too.
Its really damn irritating.
I totally hate this feeling.
And this is the 1st year, ever since we met, I've not wish you happy birthday.
I know this is nothing much.
But still, my heart aches.
DUDE!WAKE UP! its just any other normal day.BE STRONG.
ah, the blue wristband. I wonder if you've threw it away.
Copied from my fren's facebook
'but there we are, as though every one could see, there we are on the side of a hill, on a piece of cloth, checkered in red and white, although the colours appear dimmed and diminished by the dark of the night that is barely broken by the smiling moon. we do not speak, and i am in your arms between your legs, lying against your bodily warmth, that which tells and reassures me that you are for real, and not merely a dream - although what a fig! you are but a dream. the moon shines on us benevolently, and you give me a light kiss on my cheek, it was the left, and ask if i were happy, although why you do so i cannot fathom, for what could make me happier than being with you, only you? but were you the best of all my loves, you whisper into my ear, softly, softly, as though there were a thousand ears around us, ready to listen in and catch a word, any word at all, that was exchanged between us, so as to bellow it to the world and betray our secret, although what secret is there, for we are true and honest to each other, you to me in your embraces and loving smiles, i to you that you were not the best of all my loves - for you were my only love. how should i tell you, then, about the place that you hold in me, the piece that anchors all of me steadfastly together? we might be at a party, although for what it would be eludes me, but there would be spirits, spirits of the kind that linger, spirits of the kind that encourage and embolden my frail presence, spirits of the sort that are drunk, spirits of the sort that encourage and embolden my frail presence. there will be no engrossing yellow flower on the wallpaper, there will be no fascinating eighteenth century golden pocketwatch that arrests our attention, and even if it might be but a hasty breath breathed upon the petals of the flower, or but a turn of the head at the resounding tick of the second-hand on the pocketwatch, i would take you by the hand, aside, to a corner where no one will hear us, and i will tell you, that --i love you.'
He's just a language expert.There's no doubt about it.
But well, Im not sure if he wrote this himself, but I guess probably its written by him.
So touching ar?Even though some parts I don't really understand.oops.aiya, catch the main point can already.lol.Conclusion=> my english sucks to the core.
Anyway, it just shows how romantic he can be to his partner.
Ultimate salute to him,coz even if I've infinite time in my life, its impossible for me to come out with such a fantastic piece of writings to my partner.
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